Don't deserve him

I felt completely numb.

Even though I was probably right about how things would turn out for me and Asher, I still should have chosen him over my stupid brother.

What was I thinking?!

But now it was too late. I texted Tate, staying in secrecy, asking where I could find Asher. In which he replied with... 'he's messed up. Drunk. Sucking face with some brunette.'

I don't know what pissed me off more; that he would go back to the old Asher within the same evening, or that he didn't care about me enough to fight for me.

But who am I kidding?! We're talking about Asher Creed here! I never should have let him leave without me. I couldn't stop thinking about how he didn't deserve me either. If he can go do what he's doing right now then I didn't mean a thing to him.

I have to stop beating myself up. I have to move on. I have to forget about Asher Creed.

But when I arrived at school the next day it was nearly impossible to do so, because the first thing I saw as I walked into school was Asher