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Chapter 95
Nate
I put a herbal tea on the bedside table and leaned over Maya, lying in our bed, trembling inexorably, without being able to stop. After several attempts, I managed to take her to the bedroom, but Maya did not answer, she did not speak. She had remained to stare into the void and I was terrified.
"Please drink Maya," I said defeated.
It was as if all the energy from my body had been completely sucked in, I couldn’t think straight anymore, and I couldn’t do anything but blame myself. If I had been better, and stronger, I would have prevented all this suffering. I would have prevented all this. Instead, I had failed and now my child was far away, with someone else, probably desperate and I had my hands completely tied.
The intercom rang all over the apartment and I got up, empty inside, and I went to the door. My father arrived in half an hour and was after my mother.
"What happened?" he immediately asked alarmed.
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