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I clearly remember what it feels to be left alone, clueless, and more than a stupid being. Naalala ko pa kung gaano ko hinahangaan ang buong pamilyang mayroon ako dahil talaga namang may mga sari-sariling pangarap ang mga ito na kahit mahabang panahon na ang lumipas ay mahal na mahal pa rin nila ito.
Not like me. I was unable to find my own dream when I started to put myself in chaos. I started to feel off and out of place to my own family when I learned about their history. I started to doubt everyone when I found out how they made me feel more than a stupid eversince when I was a child.
That because of this war between my family and his family, I am unable to hear myself laughing again because of too much
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