The First Kill

A few hours before I snapped my mother's neck, she was reading my letter that she found in the drawer of her nightstand as she scrambles to find her sleeping pills. She has not been sleeping. Our last meeting unnerved her so bad plus the fact that I had Matthew slipping LSD into her drinks every day. I told Matthew that was the plan, we would make her go crazy and that was the end of it. Little did he know I wanted something more. I couldn't tell him that being that I was Cassidy when I last talked to him.

She thought she's going crazy, she locked herself in her room and drank more and more as she could not find sleep, she would drink pills to help her but the nightmares keep on coming. She sat on her bed, hands shaking she opened my letter and read:

Dear Mom,

I don't know where to start. A million thoughts are crossing my head and I do not know if I should get to the point or should I mention first that I loved you? I loved you so much mom, but you never