Two Weeks LaterThe wedding preparation has been hectic since it is all sudden. I have been stressed lately trying to get everything in order as if it was my own wedding.But I don't really complain because I have Grayson with me.We have been sneaking around every little chance we get to feel each other and have quickies.I know it is dangerous and disrespectful but I can't help it.I am falling for him and I am falling hard.Am I a horrible person for being happy Bryanna is going to be no more so I can be with him without any stress.We don't miss any chance to have sex or him eating me out.Just like now,we are sitting in my car driving to the airport to pickup his family and he is between my legs sucking all my essence with Kaleb driving."Fuck baby,you taste so good" he groans around me as he licks my cum.I grabbed his head from between my thighs because I was over sensitive there.I closed my legs breathing heavily and he smiles looking up at me, with my juice glistening on his
Bryanna is back with her daughters and the nurse and now we are all having dinner.I have never felt like an outsider like the way I feel now.They are all chatting amongst themselves, catching up on things. Everyone seems comfortable including Erica. It is like she has already known them all her life.Bryanna seems happy and I have never seen Annalise smile and laugh the way she is doing right now.She really missed her family.Grayson is also more relaxed and smiling more than usual.Once in a while I'll steal some glance at him to check whether he was looking my way but no. Nada.This entire night his eyes has been on his wife,he is staring at her with so much love, like the way my dad stares at my mom. Completely and utterly in love.Am I a bad person for saying I really hate it. I wish I am the one he is staring at that way. I am jealous of her, even in her last days she still has him wrapped around her fingers.Everyone is enjoying themselves except me. I keep circling my food a
It is 7pm and the bachelor and bachelorette party have started. We just had a normal party were we could talk and drink wine.Today we all wore brown dresses, except for the bride and groom who were both in white dress.The girls are also here,since they are the flower girls.I am now talking to Abbie, getting to know more about her.She is a baker back in the UK,she owns her own small bakery shop where she sells all sort of pastries. She is only 24 just a year older than my brother. Her boyfriend is Jake, because the are not married yet but engaged, he is a mechanic."Yeah,he graduated from the university of Cambridge with a degree in Mechanical engineering but you know life,if you don't have any contact or know high people,you wouldn't be able to work in high companies,so he startled for opening his own small mechanic shop" she explains with a sad smile."I know that is awful,life is so unfair " I say to her."Well,I also hope one day to be able to culinary school but I heard if you
I am still in shock,I can't believe she slapped me."You are nothing but a fucking piece of shit. You were helping my father so you could sleep with him and break my family apart. You are a whore! A slut!__" she yells but Grayson cut her off."Annalise!!! Don't speak to her that way" he hisses"Or what dad! She deserves it,she is a snake, only helping us so she could break our family because she couldn't keep hers. This is why you are lonely,you are a very bad person" she finishes and I didn't know I was crying until I felt a wetness in my palm on my cheek."You both are disgusting " she cries before running out of the room.Grayson didn't even look at me and he runs after his daughter, calling out her name.What just happened?I slide down the tiled wall to the floor and sob softly. .I gathered my self together,wiped my teared stain face. Luckily there was an emergency makeup kit in a drawer and I applied a some concealer and mascara.I smile at reflection in mirror, I am a big gi
The wedding ceremonyThere it is,the moment we have all been waiting for.The wedding of Bryanna and Grayson.After last night I couldn't sleep, I spent most of my time thinking about Grayson.I can't stay away from him unless he tells me to.I know I am being selfish but I am only after my happiness, don't I deserve to be happy?I took the wrong approach but I am only following my heart.I fell in love with him without knowing and I am damn sure he also feels the same way.Even if it isn't love he feels for me,I know he feels something more than just sex with me.I am so damn sure he also has strong feelings for me.This morning Bryanna made some drastic changes for the wedding.She really didn't want me to be her bridesmaid again but she also didn't want people to start asking questions.So she simply said only Olivia could walk down the aisle because she is the chief bride's maid.I guess she is right with that,I also wasn't allowed to sit in the first two rows of each side.I ac
The receptionEveryone is having a good time except for me ofcourse.I have been quietly sitting on the chair sipping my fourth glass of wine. Everyone around me is seemingly happy having conversations with one another.On my right hand is my brother and Esperanza lost in their own world and on my left is Erica and my parents also engaged in their own conversation.On my mind is what Bryanna said to me an hour ago. I can't believe Grayson said that and I wouldn't believe it unless he tells me himself.My eyes move to where they are sitting looking so inlove, I want to vomit at the sight.Grayson still had the non fading smile on his face,he looks at her as if she is the only woman in the world.That makes me angry.I am the one he should be staring at that way. I am the one who deserves love not her.She is only smiling and kissing him at every second.I averted my eyes when he leans in to kiss her again.I poured myself another glass of wine and I heard Erica sigh."Come on Jane, tha
I am in the hall talking to my manager on the phone when my door buzzes open.I turned around immediately knowing who it was.The man of dreams,the love of my life.I smile when he steps into the room, my heart is now racing.Oh how I missed him.I couldn't stop smiling but it instantly fade when I see who was behind him.It was Abbie.I am not really fun of hers after what happened. After what she said."I'll call you back"I tell her and hang up the call."Good morning"I say in a neutral voice and they both respond.There was tension in the room and everyone could feel it.Grayson clears his throat and hands me a brown envelope,I know what was inside."Grayson can I speak to you alone in my office" I asked softly with pleading eyes."I don't think that would be necessary. And it is Mr. Dolan to you Miss Jones. My brother is no long your friend or employee" Abbie snaps"He can speak for himself Abbie and it will only take a minute"I say looking at him."Abbie,I'll be back in a minute"
I am meeting Grayson at the hospital right now.I really want to get everything done and over with.Some part of me want the test to be negative, whiles the other wants it to be positive.I really hope it is positive,I really don't care if Grayson's wants to be part of our lives or not,I just want my baby.I just parked my car at the lot and killed the engine.I didn't want anyone to know where I was going,so I sent Erica and Kaleb on an errand.I let out a sigh and got out of the car,as soon as I was out I spot Grayson and Bryanna also getting out of a cab.He's got to be kidding me! Did he really have to tell his wife about everything? We are not even sure?I put on a stoic face and walked to them.The weather is chilly so everyone was wearing a coat."Why did you bring her?" I asked immediately I got to them."Because I am his wife and we don't keep secrets from each other. Not anymore. You think this pregnancy crap will get him to be with you then think again whore. You are so pat