barged into my brother's office angrily and knock off the vase on his mini cupboard.He just had to fucking talk!Can't he just keep his stupid sexy mouth shut!I didn't want to snap but he made me do it.Him again. He made me do it again. He made me do it again. I didn't want to.I need fresh air,I need fresh air.I started to hyperventilate,I need air,I grabbed my chest gasping for air.Just in time my brother enters the office and immediately rushes to my side."Oh fuck! Jane, breathe"he says and goes to open the window.He helps me stand up from the floor to the window and allowed fresh air hit my body.After gasping for a few more,I was back to normal."Thank you" I smile at my brother and he sighs before pulling me into a hug."You can't keep doing this to your Jane. You need to go to Dr. Ballard or better yet just let me sign you into rehab like he suggested"he tells me and I shake my head."I am fine Jayden. I just needed air,this isn't my first panic attack"I tell him."This
Five years agoJane sobs softly in her palms,not knowing what to do anymore. The man she has come to love with her whole heart has left without saying goodbye.How can he do that to her! She was willing to wait for him. She was willing to wait for him to get over his dead wife but he just left.Jane continued to cry until a sudden call came in from her phone.She immediately grabs it thinking it was him but to her utter disappointment it was an unknown number.Maybe it was him,maybe he had changed his mind an was coming back to her.She quickly answers but was gravely disappointed once again when it was a female voice that came through."Hello. Please is this Miss Jones'phone"the lady asks from the other line."Yeah. It is me. How may I help you?"she asks in a hoarse voice and sniffed."Ermm....this is Mary, Matteo's aunt"she says and Jane's suddenly recognized her."Oh,hey Mary. I hope Matteo is fine. I'll be at the hospital later today if that is okay" she tells her "Oh that is why
Five years agoPositive!Jane and her mom stare at all the 72 different pregnancy test kits all showing positive sign.Jane clapped her hand on her mouth to muffle the happy sobs.She couldn't believe it,she was pregnant. She was now pregnant with Grayson's baby.Maybe if she tells him about it, he'll back to her arms."My baby is pregnant. I am going to have two grandchildren running around this house"her mom says with happy tears brimming down her eyes."I am pregnant Mom. I am going to be a mother,I am carrying Grayson's baby"Jane says happily through her tears."I know baby,I know. Let's call Doctor Mendes so he'll do the blood test to make sure" she tells her daughter and hug one last time.Doctor Mendes arrived at the Jones abode with everything he'll need, Jane was already mini clinic room in their home waiting for him.After the test was conducted,the results were immediately released."Well, congratulations Miss Jones. You are indeed pregnant. One month long. I'll prescribe
Four years ago (After the baby was born)It has already been three months since Elias was born and Jane was rocking motherhood.It was like she has had children before but it was all motherly instincts.Elias was looking more and more of his father everyday, which always tugs Jane's heart because Grayson wasn't around to see his son grow.Jane and Elias bond was stronger than any mother and child bond.She made her bedroom a nursery so she could be closer to her son.She was with him 24/7 and didn't want let anyone hold him.Elias would cry if Jane leaves his presence for even a second,it made it difficult for her to have her personal time but she couldn't have it any other way.Her son was her life line now ,she lived for him now.Erica was happy to her best friend enjoy motherhood.'She deserved it' she thought.Jane would always sing to her son whenever he was crying and that would calm him down.Even at the sound of her voice will calm him down.She was the only one who could put
I don't think my mind is working right now as I sit here.My son is dead!My son is dead because of me?What the did Annalise say to her! Was she that heartless."She wasn't the same anymore Grayson. She isolated her self for weeks,she never cried,she would mostly lock herself up in the room she shared with him. Then the day she finally left the room,she took a flight to my grandma's where she stayed for two months. After she returned,she had changed so much. Her aura scream darkness" Jayden says"You know she only wore white through out her pregnancy but after Elias died,not once has been in a white dress. She would normally speak to her bump whenever she stands Infront of a mirror". Erica adds in tears.My son is dead because of me!I killed my child!Oh God no!I didn't realize I was crying until the tears begins to his my shaky hands.I looked at the two people Infront me, trying so hard not to destroy this entire place."I...I didn't....I didn't know.."I cry"Oh God,I ... didn't
(Warning Sensitive Content ahead;Self harm)I wasn't thinking rationally when I decided to come here.I was just overwhelmed at the fact that Grayson was here.He reminds me so much of baby boy,my little angel.His life was snatched away from him before he could live it. He was deprived of such a good life.I would have treated him like a prince because he was one.I stare at the ranch with so much agony. I haven't been here since he died. This place looks the same but it doesn't feel the same.The workers all greeted me as I entered into the house and walked straight upstairs.Every step I took feels like a part of me is being teared apart.I made my way down the hall till I was Infront of my door.The door to the room I shared with my son.I gulped before opening the door,the scent of his baby powder and cream hits my noise and my legs suddenly felt week.I burst into tears as I walked into the room,this place hasn't changed a little bit.The baby cort is still there,his clothes a
We all stare back at Erica in shock. How did she get behind her? How does she have a needle on her?"Thank you Erica"Jayden says with a sigh and she nods still sobbing."How did you know this would happen"I asked Erica"This isn't her first time going defensive. She tried to kill herself remember"she hiccuped through her tears."Oh okay"I say in low voice."Let's bring her to the car. We are going back to New York"Jayden says his voice breaking.That is when I realized he was also crying .He was about to carry her but I stopped him,"Your cut is too deep. Mine isn't that deep,let me carry her"I tell him my voice also breaking.He silently nods and took his handkerchief,and uses it to pick up the knife from the floor.Erica went inside the bathroom and comes back with a bucket of water, scrubbing brush, antiseptics and a bleach to clean the blood stains on the floor.I took of my shirt, ripped it into two and wrapped it in her inner thigh whispering how sorry I was.She has been cutti
I wake up with a slight migraine on the left side of my head.What the heck happened?I only remember struggling over a knife with my brother and Grayson and then everything went black.I tried to stand up but I felt something heavy on stomach."What is that?"I groan and slowly opened my eyes to adjust the bright light.After my eyes could see properly, I looked down and saw Jaredean and Isabella on my bed.Isabella was beside me and Jaredean was slightly laying on top of me.What are they doing here?How did they get in here? I thought to myself but someone answered me."They wanted to be by your side when they heard you were sick" my mom said from the door holding a tray which contains breakfast.I suddenly feel embarrassed as memories of what yesterday rushes back to me.I stand up from the bed carefully not to wake the children up.I went to couch wincing due to the pain between my legs. My mom comes to sit beside me settling the tray on the table."How are you feeling?"she asks m