I fear that I have lost Raven, not to death but to an evil that possesses her. But I have to face this evil, and I fear to think that I shall have to take her life.
So I rip off what is left of my shredded shirt and toss it over to the side.
Mason stands behind me. This is what I have always admired about him; he shall fight for me until he shall not be able to stand.
And as I look over to Jax, much to my surprise, he takes his place next to Mason.
I look at them both with pure sadness on my face.
"Please try not to hurt her."
We watch as she stands in the center of the room with her Glock firmly pointed at me. There is blood dripping from an open wound on her hand, her breathing is erratic, and the most grotesque sounds are coming from deep within her chest.
Then...
She is the first to make a move. Her body moves over the floor as she rapidly approaches me. Jax and Mason step two steps back while I step one forward.
I g
Fear…An emotion I never felt until I met Raven Sloane.The woman has taken me on a roller coaster of emotions, letting me discover a bigger part of me that I once knew never existed.I have felt for her from love to hate, and now I am to fear for her life as I am here clutching onto her hand.Now we have come to make a decision; this very fucking helpful Doctor that I employ has now told me that he cannot do anything for Raven. Those very words set a whirlwind of emotions through every corner of the over-panicked body. This only means one thing, she shall have to go to Hospital. It does seem like the most obvious solution when someone does get hurt, but in this line of business, the types of injuries you find yourself with do bring along the attention of law enforcement.So here comes the fucked up thing.Do I let Raven stay here and fight her best fight?Or do I take her to a Hospital, and not only me but her will find our as
What do they say when someone else’s life flashes in front of your eyes? Well, I don’t know, but I can tell you that it feels like you are dropping into an abyss that is filled with hot lava. You are being burned alive in pure agony. Raven has just crashed… It is in pure horror that I watch as the Doctor is literally standing knees over her body and bashing at her chest to get that already weak heart to pump life into her once again. Well… He is not doing it fast enough for me… It takes me one leap, and I push his body of Raven. As he tumbles to the floor, I pin her between my legs, and BANG… I smash my hands into her chest and start chest compression. One…to…thirty… One…two breaths… Nothing… I do it again… I smash her chest as hard as these fists won't hurt those delicate ribs, and I keep on pumping and breathing, pumping and breathing. One… Two… BANG… Aga
Seriously,fuck you. I have had enough.I am tired of losing Raven.Around every corner, there is a hole that I need to trip through…and…I have had enough.I once believed I knew what love is.Raven Sloane…I was satisfied with a mediocre life, a mediocre relationship. You know, the same old, same old –“He cares about me, I care about him”;“I will never find anything better than this.”stuff.All that fucking bullshit.I actually thought that I had found my ‘forever after.’ The person I’ll eventually end up with.You came into my life and changed my whole existence from its core. From the very first moment our eyes met, I knew there was something much more powerful between us than a simple, flirty gaze.You showed me that love has no limits; you revealed a whole new dimension of me. Something I’ve never felt before.
Raven has not stirred yet; she has been under for what seems like endless hours.The pain that I am holding deep in the depths of my heart with the thoughts that this might just be it they have been haunting me with every ticking second.I know that it is not good for my soul to think that I have lost her for certain this time, but reality has that nagging ability to bring fear into your life, reminding you that karma is a bitch and that she is always hiding around the corner.Though, there is one thing that this bitch does not know, is that I am Hunter King.I might have that fear that Raven is breathing her last breaths, but I am yet not near close enough to accepting it.So as this incredibly, and I need to remind myself to fire his fucking ass, but yes, he has just given her some more morphine as I settle for the next hour.Now Jax and Mason have tried their best to move my ass, and Stone nearly did win his attempt, but there is no way I
…Raven POV… To say that I have not hit a new depth of stupidity in these past few weeks would be a total understatement. From wanting to blow Hunter’s brains out to actually blowing a hole through his property. That can easily be described as the most insane thing that any woman can set her mind to, regardless of which world it is that she finds herself in. Now, should I want to try and find the most logical answer for doing any of them, I cannot come to one single one. Why do I hate Hunter so much? Even more important…why do I want to kill him? For the Sloane Empire? Well, yes, there is that. But that alone should not want to justify putting myself in such danger, for I, after all, have a string of men that will do it for me within an eye wink. Is it perhaps that I wish to want to do it myself? Why would I want to hurt Hunter so bad? The man that is sitting here next to me and has not let go of my hand for but a second
And as I lay here, I am struggling to flutter my eyes open and to get them to stay that way. This is bringing a great deal of concern to Hunter. I cannot even begin to tell you already how much I am going to miss him. What I can do is tell him…you…Hunter, how much I miss your touch. It has been hard with the baby and the Doctor telling us not to think about sex, yet sometimes we do not listen. But, yes, I much your touch. You're all I've been able to think about since we left the courthouse. You have put your favorite shirt that you just shredded from your body just moments ago one. The smell of your amazing cologne mixed with the intoxicating scent all your own absolutely turns me on and is so comforting with you being so far away. I imagine us being on an island in a secluded chateau that opens onto our own private beach. I'm wearing your favorite dress with no panties so you can easily access what you've been denied for so long.
It is 11 AM. Raven has fallen back into darkness I am holding her hand so tight that it is becoming numb and in the back of my head I keep repeating the same words over and over again. "To my dear princess, I want you to know that I love you, ALL OF YOU, and I always will. I am committed to our you until death does us part. At times, in moments of deep frustration, I may have questioned otherwise, but that was my immature way of seeking love from you when I should have been looking for you to fill the void in my temporarily wandering heart. Beloved, I know I have hurt you countless times with my words and actions, and for all of them, I sincerely and humbly ask for your forgiveness. Since my heart was made to fit with your, I long for you even when my heart is broken, even when I feel so hurt by your actions or lack thereof that my heart feels frozen, I still long for you. I have pondered this many times, and I have come to realize tha
We all know that our time in this world is limited and that eventually, all of us will end up underneath some sheet, never to wake up. And yet, it is always a surprise when it happens to someone we know. It is like walking up the stairs to your bedroom in the dark and thinking there is one more stair than there is. When someone you love dies, and you're not expecting it, you don't lose them all at once; you lose them in pieces over a long time, the way the mail stops coming, and their scent fades from the pillows and even from the clothes in the closet and drawers. Gradually, you accumulate the parts of them that are gone. Just when the day comes, when there's a particular missing part that overwhelms you with the feeling that they are gone, forever, there comes another day and another specifically missing part. This has made me realize once again how precious life is. It has made me realize that you can do everything in your own power to protect the person you love,