AMBER POVEsther and I walk out of the room having a shocked face about what we just discovered, We both head back to our work as Esther has an emergency and I need to go back to kitchen.As I enter the kitchen I didnt realize that it is already dinner, I almost forgot about Esth, I can see that the team is already prepared a dinner for the cafeteria and I want to cook something better for her since she didnt had any rest after going to Mrs. Albert.When I finish cooking right away I prepared I take it to Esther's office but I was stopped seeing her with Caleb, I can see her smile while holding those flowers and chocolates, I was about to turn away when she look at me and I was stiffined, I dont know how will I react,I feel like being cornered for no reason, to lighten my feelings and make it fair for Esther, I formed a smile to her and walk towards them.."Hey, ahmmmm hi Caleb, I didnt know you came,""Yeah, well taking chance on your friend if she will let me..."He said lookin
ESTHER POVAs time goes by, I am not sure how would I feel for Caleb, he is being so serious about courting me,I love how he is being so nice and kind to me, he knows how to make me smile and honestly I do appreciate him now, He used to be my ultimate crush and love of my life for a long time, and now he is the one seeking love from me, On the other hand, about Amber, we became so close and I am now comfortable being with her though I still feel awkward whenever she and Caleb is with me, somehow I noticed her sudden change of moods and action towards him.I dont like to go on conclusion that she dont like Caleb for me though I already know even at first that she is so jealous to him, but ofcourse we are just only friends now so things are way different!I just got home with Caleb he sends me here and manage to wait for me until the end of my shift,As I lay down to my bed, my cellphone rings and it is him."Hi, already in bed?""Yes, and thank you for driving me home earlier""We
AMBER POVBringing the pain of what I have found seeing Casey in her house is the only thing I got going back,I have been away for almost two days and I didnt get the chance to check on my cellphone.When we got back bringing Grandpa, Nan and I right away brought him to the hospital, I try to call on Esther but she seems not answering, I felt bad as well when I didnt get the chance to answer her call last night after leaving Casey's place.Since she is not answering the call I walk towards her office and right there and then I saw her with Caleb getting out of her office and he seems to be leaving and she kiss him on the lips that really shocked my whole system...Damn! So they are together now, I just left almost two days and they are already has a relationship...Even I want to talk to her, I stop myself and was about to walk away when..."Amber...? Oh Amber!!! Good thing you are already here!"She said which I didnt know she would see me after Caleb left,"Yeah.."I said just try
ESTHER POVAfter the party, Caleb and I still drink a little more and I know I am already tipsy,He still manage to send me home, I try to invite him to get inside and rest before driving home, but he needs to go home since he still has an early appointment for tomorrow.I drop myself to the bed having this kind of feeling, I know somehow I am happy but something within me is crying since I wasnt able to talk to Amber.Damn! I dont like to feel regret but I know I already has feelings with Caleb, and I need to be responsible for that...Feeling tired and exhaust my eyes closed even I didnt have the chance to take a shower and change my clothes.I woke up 4am by the loud ringing of my cellphone, when I check on it, it is Caleb, "Hey love, Good morning""Good morning""Still sleepy?""Yes....I guess I need a full whole day sleep love""Then file a leave and get here, I will let you have a whole day sleep""That is sweet love""With massage and lots of hugs"I kind of want to smile the
AMBER POVAs Doctor Mark ordered a confinement for Grandpa me and Nan finalized what he might need in staying here, I talk to the management and request for one more day leave to fix things with him so I can go back to work properly.We waited for how many hours until Grandpa has his room, right now we are already staying at his designated room.Grandpa keeps on answering my question in related to kitchen and cooking, I know somehow, he can be better again, I can still see hope in his eyes.After finishing and fixing everything, I feel like my body will fall down to the ground and fell a sleep, I am so tired, filled with exhaustion and emotion,It has been a tiring days for me, I cried a lot with Nan earlier but I understand now what she is trying to tell me,Going up to the rooftop, I just sit and relax myself, leaning my back comfortably, I close my eyes and take a snooze...A little minute passed and I can feel a soft palm caressing my face, even I am closing my eyes, her smell i
ESTHER POVCatching those kind of emotions of my patient sometimes drained me so much, My usual thing is to go to the rooftop, I like how the wind caresses my face, it calms me somehow, As I made my step getting in, my eyes were burried to the person calmly sitting there, I walk towards her and look closely at her face, it has been a while since I had the chance to stare at her soft and beautiful face and then her lips...I must admit that I am still feel entizing everytime I look at it, Suddenly my hand moves to caress her cheeks, her soft cheeks that calms me, I miss doing this...While doing it I smile when she holds my hand and lock it with her both hands.I like how she makes me feel special, She always knew if I am around, damn she is being sweet again, she didnt know how much I miss this.I shared a talk to her, those patients situation, she start giving me those kind of reaction again, I feel like she has this hate for me inside her so I triggered it and I am right, she st
AMBER POVThose words...I am stopped by her words, I know what we did is wrong but, it is precious for me...She is now putting back her clothes like nothing happen, I dont want to put a conclusion to this but why does I feel I was the only who treat this thing special?I so miss her, her touch, her skin, her lips...but the feeling I am expecting from her is not what I want, I didnt just make her feel better, I didnt, I make love, I did it for love..."Why? You became silent...dont worry, I am okay now, and this, people and friends do this right?"I am really felt shock to what I am hearing from her, how can she think of this!Even I want to shout and get mad at her I cant seem to do it, damn!"Friends do it? Fine! Then lets do it more often! Make me feel better if I need you then!"I said and now she is the one who get silenced after I speak."You know this is wrong...what do you want me to think about this?""I dont know Esth, but if you will ask me, I didnt just make you feel bet
ESTHER POVWhen Vannie appears at my door and wanting to talk to me, I know it is serious and important.Amber left us alone so we can talk."What is it?""Hmm, they replaced you with me, I am sorry""The Hokins case""Yes, Mr. Hokins found out the issue about you before, the Millars family is so influential, you know how much I cared for you Esth, this kind of life is ruining you, I dont mean bad you being a lesbian and having a relationship with same sex but this is breaking your career!""I already broke up with Amber eight months ago, and I have a boyfriend now! What else they want me to do?""Amber is still here, you are so close with her, why dont you focus on your boyfriend, bring him here, choose him, let the people see you arent the same anymore"I am silenced with all the words that Vannie is giving me, I feel like my head is going to explode anytime!I know she just cared for me but...I cant take those words anymore!"Please Vannie, Please just stop, I know what I supposed