39 - She bleed

My heart aches now realizing that's true and the topic of my mother pains me. But she definitely knows more than I do.

It always hurts to think of my mother, but if I think of it, I can call her here. I want to write a letter to my mother. My mother had already sent me the address. But the difficulty is what to say to her. I would like to ask my beta Zack to write a letter on my behalf. Zack, my beta, can help me. He knows what I want to tell my mother.

But I will do that later. My kitten is still unconscious and I told Beta Zack, "Ask someone to prepare some food for her." I looked at her.

Beta Zack nodded and headed downstairs to look for HM Siya I guess.

She looked like she was asleep when I looked at her. I walked to her side and sat on the bed. I gave her a peck on the back of her hands as I held her hands. She twitched a tiny bit. I thought to myself, did she just move her fingers? She took my hands in hers and turned towards me. She held my hands and put them between her breast