Chapter 30

Calix’s POV

I was in the veranda of the guestroom where I am staying at Blaire’s house. We are still in France and it’s been weeks since we stayed here. I poured some whiskey on my glass and played it before drinking it.

It was winter and it’s snowing. Good thing, I shopped some winter clothes. I was wondering outside the veranda, thinking about something. Thinking about the future of Blaire and me… together with the kids.

As of now, I need to be low-key. I don’t want to rush things. I should prepared for myself. I should prepare for our wedding but not when we get back in New York. I want her to spend some of her time with the kids. And as for me, I should work my ass so I could give them a better life. So that I can give them everything.

It took me five glasses of whiskey and my head hurts already. I can also feel that I catch a cold so, I decided to go inside the room and turn down the air con into it’s minimum temperature.

“Damn, I felt so bad…” I blurted, weakly. “What the fuck