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Fuck.... what the heck is going on...
I heard a loud knock coming from my door and it's already 3 am.
I bet this is Krist since we are living next doors, I will kick his butt.
I walked near the door, I can hear someone is crying.
As I open it I saw the face of my one and only, his eyes are swollen red due to crying, I was shocked when he hugged me and cried on my chest, I hurriedly pulled him inside.
" I'll just get some water," I said and run to my kitchen to get cold water.
I'm walking near him when he stopped me.
"Stop right there, don't move, am I dreaming? if I'm dreaming please don't wake me up," he said while wiping his tears and after that, he lost consciousness.
I walked near him and I wiped his tears using my finger.
" I'm so sorry baby, because of me you are experiencing this hell" I
Today is a new day to start positive vibesI was walking with a smile on my face towards our office when I bumped Singto walking strangely as if he was floating from mid-air." Hey Bro" I shouted" Bro, bro are you alright?" I saw his. shocked expression when he faced me" Ow... yes, yes," He said in a stuttering tone." Are you sure?"He nodded in response." Okay I will go now," I said while swinging my body left to right. Dancing like a happy kid holding a lollipop.He tried to stop me by pulling my hands." I was happy walking when Singto came next to my side and pulled my hand. " why?" I asked." Wanna join me to have coffee ?" He asked" Nope I don't want to be late," I said " Be positive and keep smiling, "I added as tapped his shoulder.He looked strange, what's wrong with him?
Today is a new day to start positive vibesI was walking with a smile on my face towards our office when I bumped Singto walking strangely as if he was floating from mid-air." Hey Bro" I shouted" Bro, bro are you alright?" I saw his. shocked expression when he faced me" Ow... yes, yes," He said in a stuttering tone." Are you sure?"He nodded in response." Okay I will go now," I said while swinging my body left to right. Dancing like a happy kid holding a lollipop.He tried to stop me by pulling my hands." I was happy walking when Singto came next to my side and pulled my hand. " why?" I asked." Wanna join me to have coffee ?" He asked" Nope I don't want to be late," I said " Be positive and keep smiling, "I added as tapped his shoulder.He looked strange, what's wrong with him?
After 2 days of staying here, I finally dared to go home and face reality.Earlier I woke up to bed with a very heavy body and heavy eyes. I printed my resignation letters one for the company and the other one is for our relationship.I went out of my apartment and saw Singto and Krist sitting in the waiting area in the lobby." Hey what are you doing here" I shouted and run towards them.They were shocked but they maintained their posture, I gave out a big smile to them." What are you...." I'm not yet done talking when Singto pulled me in a deep hug."What happened to you? I'm sorry" He said.I took a deep breath and grip my hand before speaking." Why? I'm good" I controlled my voice from cracking.He hugged me tightly." Bro ---are you -- going to kill me? I can't breathe" I said and pinched his back.
Before the incidentGun"Today is another depressing day for me I smile like stupid to cover the pain that I'm facing, I laugh like dumb to show that I'm happy even though I'm dying inside. My heart pierced with billions of needles and no one cared to help me remove it" I said while Krist is focusing on the road driving his car." Bro, we own our hearts, thus we should own our happiness, It is only "US" who can make "us" happy. So pick up the broken pieces, stand up and feel the sunshine on your beautiful face, let the pain flow, don't fight it, feel it then let it all go, those needles will never go unless you, yourself would pick them one by one." Singto answered.I still remembered those words that Singto and Krist told me earlier.I run off from the building with swollen eyes, the sky is dark just like the feelings I am into. Th
OffIt's already 1 week and he is still not waking up, all of us are already stressed and scared about what might happen to him, earlier I discussed his condition with the doctor and he told me that he is not in a critical stage now, but why still he's not waking up.We are here inside his room still waiting for him to wake up, every second that passes us makes my heart hurt a million times, it's s all my fault. If only I could turn back time, I would be strong to hold him tight.GunI was awakened by the noise around me, I hear them talking about a guy hit by a car, I slowly moved my body and open my eyes to see who are this noisy person." He's moving" I heard an unfamiliar voice.I opened my eyes completely and they all stood up and stand next to my bed." are you alright?"" Hey buddy"
OffIt's already 1 week and he is still not waking up, all of us are already stressed and scared about what might happen to him, earlier I discussed his condition with the doctor and he told me that he is not in a critical stage now, but why still he's not waking up.We are here inside his room still waiting for him to wake up, every second that passes us makes my heart hurt a million times, it's s all my fault. If only I could turn back time, I would be strong to hold him tight.GunI was awakened by the noise around me, I hear them talking about a guy hit by a car, I slowly moved my body and open my eyes to see who are this noisy person." He's moving" I heard an unfamiliar voice.I opened my eyes completely and they all stood up and stand next to my bed." are you alright?"" Hey buddy"
OffIt's already 1 week and he is still not waking up, all of us are already stressed and scared about what might happen to him, earlier I discussed his condition with the doctor and he told me that he is not in a critical stage now, but why still he's not waking up.We are here inside his room still waiting for him to wake up, every second that passes us makes my heart hurt a million times, it's s all my fault. If only I could turn back time, I would be strong to hold him tight.GunI was awakened by the noise around me, I hear them talking about a guy hit by a car, I slowly moved my body and open my eyes to see who are this noisy person." He's moving" I heard an unfamiliar voice.I opened my eyes completely and they all stood up and stand next to my bed." are you alright?"" Hey buddy"
I saw my reflection sitting and huddled in the corner wiping the tears on my eyes.Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I've cried in my room when nobody was watching. Nobody knows how many times I've lost hope, how many times I've been let down. Nobody knows how many times I've left like I'm about to snap, but I just don't, for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head when I'm sad, how horrible they truly are. Nobody Knows Me.I saw how messy I am in that picture until a hand came and offer me to stand up."Baby I will be by your side, I will stay by your side, I will be you forever, I love you and I will always love you"Who was that?The sad face I once had become like a flower that blooms."You are safe with me I promise. And when you get scared: look me in the eyes, hold me a little tighter and smile.