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" NO, I WILL NEVER DO THAT!!" I shouted and throw my phone off the floor
My parents called and invited me to fulfil their wishes against my will and it's fucking hell, like what the fuck is going on with them.
Instead of thinking that stupid shit I went back to our room where my baby is sleeping peacefully, I stood up in front of him calculating his appearance and how did the heck I fell in love with him. His soft and pouty lips are attracting me to bite and suck it, his cute small eye and long lashes that I want to take good care of and don't want to let tears come out from it.
The weather today is not good and I think it has a typhoon the rain pours very heavy the wind blows strong so I decided to lay down and hug him from the back.
I woke up from the kick that I felt from my butt. He is very mad and irritated because my phone keeps on ringing non-stop
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I'm getting stressed lately, Jumpol is acting strange, very strange and I'm not used to it.Earlier I asked him to have breakfast with me but he insisted he said that he is busy. At lunch, I asked him if he's going to go home with me but he said he needs to go home and talk to his parents.I went home alone wearing the saddest emotions I could ever have.My hands are itchy I really want to call or send him a line message to uplift his spirits but I'm also nervous that he might get irritated with me.I laid my heavy heart and heavy eyes on my bed when suddenly my phone rang, I flipped it up and saw Jumpol's name flashed on the screen. My hands are trembling my mind and heart are fighting whether I'll answer the call or just leave it ringingAfter a minute my phone stopped ringing.
" Bro let's drink later" I whispered on Singto's ear" Okay deal, I've been longing for beers lately," he said and rubbed his tummy." Don't tell anyone okay especially your husband" I eyed him" OKAY!!" He said and stood upSince Jumpol went home already I only have Singto with me the whole timeAt 7 we went to the bar near the officeThe place is not yet crowded, well I guess because it's still early.I raised my hand and with just a snap of a finger, the waiter arrived in front of us. I order 6 bottles of beer." Bro? are you sure we can finish that?" Singto whispered" Of course we can"" The heck we are not even that heavy drinker you stupid!" He slapped my napeI eyed him in return while rubbing my napeMinutes pass and the waiter came holding 6 bottles of beerI
OffFuck.... what the heck is going on...I heard a loud knock coming from my door and it's already 3 am.I bet this is Krist since we are living next doors, I will kick his butt.I walked near the door, I can hear someone is crying.As I open it I saw the face of my one and only, his eyes are swollen red due to crying, I was shocked when he hugged me and cried on my chest, I hurriedly pulled him inside." I'll just get some water," I said and run to my kitchen to get cold water.I'm walking near him when he stopped me."Stop right there, don't move, am I dreaming? if I'm dreaming please don't wake me up," he said while wiping his tears and after that, he lost consciousness.I walked near him and I wiped his tears using my finger." I'm so sorry baby, because of me you are experiencing this hell" I
Today is a new day to start positive vibesI was walking with a smile on my face towards our office when I bumped Singto walking strangely as if he was floating from mid-air." Hey Bro" I shouted" Bro, bro are you alright?" I saw his. shocked expression when he faced me" Ow... yes, yes," He said in a stuttering tone." Are you sure?"He nodded in response." Okay I will go now," I said while swinging my body left to right. Dancing like a happy kid holding a lollipop.He tried to stop me by pulling my hands." I was happy walking when Singto came next to my side and pulled my hand. " why?" I asked." Wanna join me to have coffee ?" He asked" Nope I don't want to be late," I said " Be positive and keep smiling, "I added as tapped his shoulder.He looked strange, what's wrong with him?
Today is a new day to start positive vibesI was walking with a smile on my face towards our office when I bumped Singto walking strangely as if he was floating from mid-air." Hey Bro" I shouted" Bro, bro are you alright?" I saw his. shocked expression when he faced me" Ow... yes, yes," He said in a stuttering tone." Are you sure?"He nodded in response." Okay I will go now," I said while swinging my body left to right. Dancing like a happy kid holding a lollipop.He tried to stop me by pulling my hands." I was happy walking when Singto came next to my side and pulled my hand. " why?" I asked." Wanna join me to have coffee ?" He asked" Nope I don't want to be late," I said " Be positive and keep smiling, "I added as tapped his shoulder.He looked strange, what's wrong with him?
After 2 days of staying here, I finally dared to go home and face reality.Earlier I woke up to bed with a very heavy body and heavy eyes. I printed my resignation letters one for the company and the other one is for our relationship.I went out of my apartment and saw Singto and Krist sitting in the waiting area in the lobby." Hey what are you doing here" I shouted and run towards them.They were shocked but they maintained their posture, I gave out a big smile to them." What are you...." I'm not yet done talking when Singto pulled me in a deep hug."What happened to you? I'm sorry" He said.I took a deep breath and grip my hand before speaking." Why? I'm good" I controlled my voice from cracking.He hugged me tightly." Bro ---are you -- going to kill me? I can't breathe" I said and pinched his back.
Before the incidentGun"Today is another depressing day for me I smile like stupid to cover the pain that I'm facing, I laugh like dumb to show that I'm happy even though I'm dying inside. My heart pierced with billions of needles and no one cared to help me remove it" I said while Krist is focusing on the road driving his car." Bro, we own our hearts, thus we should own our happiness, It is only "US" who can make "us" happy. So pick up the broken pieces, stand up and feel the sunshine on your beautiful face, let the pain flow, don't fight it, feel it then let it all go, those needles will never go unless you, yourself would pick them one by one." Singto answered.I still remembered those words that Singto and Krist told me earlier.I run off from the building with swollen eyes, the sky is dark just like the feelings I am into. Th
OffIt's already 1 week and he is still not waking up, all of us are already stressed and scared about what might happen to him, earlier I discussed his condition with the doctor and he told me that he is not in a critical stage now, but why still he's not waking up.We are here inside his room still waiting for him to wake up, every second that passes us makes my heart hurt a million times, it's s all my fault. If only I could turn back time, I would be strong to hold him tight.GunI was awakened by the noise around me, I hear them talking about a guy hit by a car, I slowly moved my body and open my eyes to see who are this noisy person." He's moving" I heard an unfamiliar voice.I opened my eyes completely and they all stood up and stand next to my bed." are you alright?"" Hey buddy"