Six - Pretty Book

“How about Nathaniel?”

I choked on my wine and after a coughing fit I asked, “how about him?”

“You haven’t had sex?”

I shook my head, no. She looked disappointed, even I was disappointed. I was beginning to believe I lacked the basic skills to bed a man.

“Do you want to sleep with him?”

I stared at her. Was she crazy? What kind of question is that? “Of course I do! I haven’t had sex in ages! I want tear him apart and ravish him.”

“What’s stopping you?” She asked.

“I don’t want to seem too forward and—”

“What? Girl, you want that ass, go get it. A lady needs to be taken care of in every way. What’s the delay about anyway? You guys are in love, right? You’re getting married.”

My heartbeat sped up after I heard the last thing she said. I was getting married. It felt so surreal. After Vincent, I wasn’t sure if I’d ever get married again, I was so sad and devastated.

“I didn’t think you’d be up for it again after Vincent. I’m so proud of you.” She gave me a hug. “Are you going to do