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Alec’s POV
“You should have allowed her to see Mila! You were supposed to be kind remember? How is this kindness exactly?” Maddox complained angrily at me.
I was sitting against the headboard of my bed, watching the girl stare with her mouth gaping open at the full fridge in confusion through my phone.
“Relax buddy, I have a plan. She will see her, but when the time is right not a moment before” I assured him firmly.
To be honest, macaroni and cheese is not really something I would normally eat. But since it is the only thing she knows how to do, I had no choice but to agree to it.
“You could have asked her to reheat some of the prepared food” Maddox said thoughtfully, trying to figure me out.
“No, if she knows how to make that dish, then she must like it a lot. I wanted her to prepare something she really likes. That way, her chances of eating it would be higher. I need to get some food into h
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