Kayla Okay so I’m fucked. I don’t know what is happening between me and Alvin or if anything is happening to begin with. When I told Kenzie about our conversation and how I felt when I was with him she said I have a crush on him. And named him Apples because apperantly if want to talk about your crush without the fear that they’ll hear you have to give them a code name. she decided on Mr apples but I think we can come up with something better. Not that I should be entertaining this at all because I definitely do not have a crush on Alvin. I mean . . .he is pretty but he is also arrogant. And he was an asshole to me when we first met. But if I’m being honest he would be my type if ever I had one. He is also the type who would let me paint his nails if I wanted to without making seem like a big deal, he would also be happy to paint mine. And from what I’ve seen and heard He is very passionate about his love for soccer which is nice I guess.Okay I don’t know why I’m listing his go
Alvin Today we won another match by one nill which was a close one. we even went to penalties but not one of us scored. We were all holding our breaths when the clock hit ninety. The coach said we played sloppy because we just came back from the challenges but I think it’s because my lucky charm wasn’t there Today is Jackies birthday he is turning 20 and he has decided to host a beach party. There is a popular spot where people make born fires when they want to party so that they don’t do it near the water which has led to drunk people thinking they can swim in the dead of the night Though I admit Matty has convinced me a few times to go skinny dipping with him and some friends but we were sober. okay a little tipsy. I’m not sure I want to go to the party. If Jackie wasn’t going to hold a grudge id just not go. After the last challenge things have been kinda dull. Everyone is trying to get used to being back to classes and adjusting to the whole thing again. The knowledge
Alvin When we reach them it’s so awkward because no one says anything. We’re just standing there staring at each other while people dance around us. I break the silence by saying to Kayla “hey fancy seeing you here” She smiles knowing that, that’s what I said after the challenge but then no one says anything again. Okay this is awkward. “Sorry to ruin your fun ladies, we just wanted to come say hi. Seeing as were all friends now”Matty finally say’s with a big ass grin on his face. “I’m not your friend though, he hates me” she points a finger a me. “I mean you guys did share saliva. I think that’s grounds for friendship. Or like spit acquaintances, At least.”he continues with his fuckery. The deal is definitely off. “has anybody ever told you how disgusting you are”the short one tells him with a look of disgust on her face. He shrugs his shoulders “ive been called worse” “where’s the hot one. Usually you are all together like three peas in the pond .I call you the three ducheb
Alvin.We are chilling in my room after we came back from a run. Matty and Jules have been giving me shit because I left with Kayla last night. Matty walked Kaylas friend back to her room and he swears up and down nothing happened between them. Which is unlike Matty, he normally would have taken a chance to rizz her up. Maybe he’s matured. Finally.“Just tell us. What happened did you finally come to your senses and ask her out or something. Did you guys smoochy kiss” okay maybe he is not matured after all.“Nothing happened we just talked”“yeah?”Jules searches my eyes with his.“So did she live up to your imagination? You have been hard for her since she sassed you in the cafeteria” he asks not a little by phased by this even though I ended up not seeing him for the whole night.“She’s. . . a brat” I laugh “she called us Alvin and the chipmunks”“No way she is calling us that. Why do you have to be the only one to be called by your name.”he turns to Jules “ can you believe when I to
Kayla I’m laying in my bed watching bls when I hear a knock on my door. When I get up and open it I find my siblings standing behind it looking sheepish “Hey”they say. “We came in peace” Kaze quickly adds. I look at both of them for sometime then ask“Why now?” “We figured we have given you enough time to calm down and maybe you’ve missed us enough to forgive us”says Kali giving a tiny smile. I almost return it but cover it up by saying “We’ll see” I let them in. She sighs and says “I am really sorry Kay. You’re my sister but I feel like I don’t understand you sometimes and with us being here, realising and discovering new things about ourselves I feel as if we’re drifting further apart. I love you and I care about about you a little bit too much which seems to be the problem” “That’s not the problem here Kali. The problem is you don’t think I’m capable enough to make my own decisions. You think I’m weak.” “I don’t think you’re weak. I think you tend to not stand up
KaylaWhen I finally get to my room everything comes crushing down on me. The fact that a random stranger was able to get my number and text me while following me around is something I never thought would happen to me. I mean I am the most uninteresting person I know. Apart from my job the most interesting thing about me are my siblings and that’s just sad, so sad. I think it just clicked right now how serious this whole situation is. I pull my phone which has been burning hot inside my pocket all the way from the library to my room. I unlock it with shaking hands locating the number that has been tormenting me with different massages. It still isn’t saved and I think its might be because I think in the back of my head I had an inkling doubt that it was Alvin texting me all those things, mostly because they were weird and didn’t sound like the Alvin ive talked to a few times. “okay calm down Kayla you just have to block the number that’s all” when I locate the number I find that t
Kayla Honestly all want to is hang out with Kayla.She has come over my place only two times but I find that I really like her company. I like seeing her in my space, I like seeing let her guard down because it means she trusts me enough. Which im finding is something she doesn’t do easily. A few days ago when she came over because she wanted me to help explain to her some topic she was struggling with because she had a quiz the next day.She was wearing a trackpant and a hoodie and as soon as she was comfortable on the sofa she took off her shoes and curled herself while facing me. It was as if she was excited to hear me talk and she wanted to hang on to every word I was saying, as if my voice calmed something deep inside her. Its probably just wishful thinking. A girl like Kayla is probably too busy focusing on her future to even think about my voice.Only a few days have passed and I am at another party and I am hoping to see her here. Since the semester is ending soon people ha
KaylaI am meeting Alvin down the woods.I am nervous as fuck.I texted him asking if he wanted to go for a run and he immediately replied with a yes.I don’t know where I got the bravery to ask him out like that. Well I actually do know, Noah convinced me. He is more supportive of me getting tangled up with Alvin than he is in his own dating life, granted me and Alvin are not actually dating.But now I am starting to regret letting him convince me to go because now he is in my room along with my sister trying to convince me to wear some skimpy outfit my sister brought with her.“Why do you even have this thing in the first place?” I ask for what feels like the hundredth time.“well when I bought it I wanted to wear it as a revenge outfit to some guys birthday party and before you ask he literally started kissing someone else while I went to get us something to drink. Can you imagine?”“waste of space” comments Noah busy rummaging through my pile of clothes.“Right?” she shakes her