Kayla “Good choice” says Sofia. But she doesn’t know that that’s not what I meant. When I said I was ready I meant I was ready to end this. I’m getting frustrated and annoyed by all this shit.“I like this power emanating from you, so strong and addictive. You are just like your mothers, my daughter”“I will say this the last time Sofia. You are not my mother. You and your power hungry bullshit shouldn’t be affecting me right now. And like I said before I’m not doing anything for you”I tell her my voice hard.“Don’t make this harder for yourself Kayla. Can’t you see I’ve defeated everyone who was trying to help you. You are on your own child”I look around seeing everyone beat up by the hell Sofia has brought upon everyone. Alvin said it was not my fault but I’m having a hard time believing it.“And it’s all thanks to you!” I scream and blast hits her in the face. It’s so unexpected that we’re both stunned to silence. She picks herself up looking angry about the fact that I just hit h
Kayla Alvin is not waking up. My wolf keeps licking his face but he won’t even open his eyes. His heart has started beating even slower than before. I shift to my human form then I place his head on my thighs. I stroke his heir, pushing it away from his face.“Alvin I need you to wake up, okay”Tears drop from my eyes to his face “you can’t leave me when you just told me you love me. When you finally called me your mate”Nothing happens and his head just lolls to the side. “Alvin please. Please stay with me. I promise I’ll never put you in this kind of position ever again. I will protect you like you kept protecting me, even when you didn’t like me, when it was damaging your reputation or when I told you not to. We have a lot to do together Alvin. I still want to wear your number and cheer for you while you play soccer. I want to be your Luna”Sobs wrack my whole body making both of us shake. I can’t lose Alvin not now.When I finally lift my head up I see my father and Kali and unc
I am so scared of varsity. I don’t know if I’ll be able to fit in and make my own friends because usually I just tag along with Kali’s friends which is not embarrassing at all. They always talk about dating and sex and some more dating and that’s not what I wanna talk about. I want people with similar interests to mine, I want to talk about movies music, books, Kpop idols, bls and what herbs I can mix together to get something that will fix my headaches and whatever else I can think about that is not me getting penetrated by some guy in the back of his parents car. I don’t care if that what they want it’s just not me. My siblings are so excited though. This is a chance for them to leave the pack for a while and run wild and be free and to do all kinds of debauchery things. I on the other hand suck! So hard that I’m willing to ask for help, and I never ask for help. This is my chance to actually come out of my fucken shell as my sister so kindly puts it.
When we make it across the border protecting our pact the air changes. We all look at each other realising something is different in the air. Kali seats up making sure she is on high alert and is ready for anything. She is always ready for a fight. Our driver keeps glancing as if we’re about to vanish. The silence gets deafening when a big crush sounds making us jolt. Three wolves come charging our way and we rush to get out of the car as soon as it stops. “Fuck!!” Kaze shouts “are we seriously being attacked the second we step past the pack barriers?” “They are not attacking they are from our pack” Kali says but she still looks ready for a fight. “Well they are attacking something” I say and the sound of my voice sounds foreign even to me. The werewolves crouch low, their claws scraping against the pavement as they prepare to unleash their fury upon the menacing creature before them. The battle starts, the air filled with the sound of growls and snarls, the clash
I wake up three hours later because my phone is vibrating somewhere and then I check it and find out that it’s my alarm. When I was asleep I’m certain I thought red eyes we’re watching as I slept.Shit I can’t believe I let this morning get to me.I have to get something to eat at the cafeteria before everything is gone. I take a quick shower then make my way there which admittedly I do get lost once but I end up following a group of students who are expressing how hungry they are, figured they would be looking for the same thing I am. When we arrive I take the table that is far away from almost everyone’s line of site but also not at the back because that’s where most people are sitting. I send a text to Kali and Kaze in our group chat to meet me here then wait. As I wait I scroll through my socials looking at most of my peers posting about their arrival to wherever they are taking the next step in their life including my siblings. My brother took a photo from the same
Shit. I didn’t realise that so much time has gone by since we’ve been training for soccer. Classes are about to start and some of the students are already here. I’m not going to lie I kinda liked the peace and quiet we had. It sucks that its all going to be over now and every move I make will be captured and talked about in all of social media. The invisible suffocating cloak that I always feel when I’m around other people is already starting to make its self-known. The thought of having to watch what I say how I say and to whom do I say it to, is so exhausting that I wish I can turn back time to the past few weeks where the only thing on my mind was just soccer, my pack duties and nothing else. It was better when the only people I had around me was my team.I had to work hard on trusting them and realising that not everything I say around them will be used against me like it has been before. Working on my trust for my team was the only option since it was starting to sho
I fell asleep thinking about that girl so I don’t know exact time when I dozed off but when I wake up I feel so good I decide to go for a run since there is no practice today. I let my wolf out and he seems to be enjoying this morning as much as I am. But by the time I get back I don’t feel so good because my mother just sent me a text reminding me of our ‘meeting’ that is supposed to take place in less than an hour from now. Its not that I don’t want to see her and I love my mom but she can be too much sometimes. I hurry and take a shower and leave. Mother doesn’t like waiting. She will not hesitate to come to my room and drag me out herself if I so much as make her wait more than she is willing to. When I finally make it to Butterfly Palace where she decided we were going to have our breakfast she is already there scowling at her phone. I make my way to her giving her a quick kiss on her cheek then i take the seat in front of her. I give a nod to her guards who are stan
Today I’m planning on having the best day. I even go as far as to read motivational quotes about how to make sure you have a good day. Apparently if something happens in the morning you can’t let it affect your whole day, you have to be like my morning was horrible but I still have good rest of the day, so on and so forth. I think it might just work because my brother hasn’t texted me since yesterday. I know its fine because he is grown, he can do what he likes but he can at least tell me he is fine. I’d literary settle for a thumbs up emoji at this point. I have to stop pestering him though because I have plans for today. Big ass plans. I am going to look for a job at the food joint called Butterfly Palace near the beach. I don’t really need the job but I need. . .something to keep me busy. I think I look professional enough for what I’m about to do which I know I’ll be significantly judged for, but I have to do this for me. I know I don’t need a job but I need some sort