Chapter 32

“Today is the day” I tell myself while nursing Brian and Brittany, kissing them both on their perfect little faces trying to hold back the tears. Well at least till I was far enough away that is.

While I sat on my nursing chair rocking it back and forth. I failed to notice mum standing in the door way, watching me.

“How are our little angels today” Mum asked as she walked into the room with Patricia following hot on her heels. You could set your watch to them, I swear.

In my time of silently saying good bye to everyone important to me and when I was alone, I wrote 5 letters one to Desmond’s parents stating how good it was to finally meet them and ask for a favour, one to mum and one to Sophie asking for forgiveness in regards to my actions and not involving them and to ask for a favour. The favour being that I basically plead for them to help Desmond through my leaving and help where ever possible with the twins and seeking aid in stopping him from looking for me a