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Chapter 63 - Yelling at Him
More than one month had passed since Rai went to Bali. I received lesser and lesser texts from him, though he kept sending ‘I love you’ every day.
He sent me two voice notes, one singing the song he sang to me on our last night together, ‘The Greatest Story Ever Told’ by Oliver James. Another one was also of him singing the song ‘I Do’ by 98 Degrees, the song that he sang on the piano, and a text saying that those two songs represented his feelings for me.
He really had a great voice. I kept playing the voice notes repeatedly every day, just to hear his voice.
One day, around two months after Rai left, I got another voice note from him.
“Princess.. Always remember that I love you, and nothing in this world can change that. There are no words to describe how much I love you, Princess. I am so glad that you came into my life. You’ve shown me that love can be so beautiful, and I thank you for lo
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