Chapter Thirty Eight

Ryan's POV:

Fourteen days, it has been bloody fourteen days since I last saw her violet eyes which has a tinge of blue swirling in them, and I didn't know how long I can survive without her being in my life. All of my calls were left unanswered and messages unseen. I knew this was what going to happen, but I still wanted to give it a try.

I stopped going out, and kept myself caged in my very own home or our home. Our life size wedding photo was on the right side wall, and it felt like Pearl was looking down on me from the photo. Oh, how I missed her, what I wouldn't give to hold her in my arms just one more time. Though I knew it wasn't possible, she would rather die than come back to me sacrificing her pride.

I admired her for that, but at the same time I wished she wasn't like that. I wished she would scream at me as much as she like then at the end of the day, she would give me an ultimatum to leave Natalie which I would happily accept.

But then, she wouldn't be the girl whom I lov