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FELIX.I’m fucking dead. Or I’m going to and the cause would be finally getting to know what Brynn Addams tastes like.Jesus. She’s killing me. In the literal sense. She tastes like innocence draped in the most wicked forte. She tastes so delicious. She tastes like my ruin. She tastes like everything I’ve ever fucking wanted, and everything I shouldn’t want at the same time.I’ve never been this obsessed with anyone. I’ve never craved a girl this badly that it has to come to me fighting against everything else just to make sure I have her. I’ve never yearned this much for anyone. Or anything. Yet here I am, my hand pressing into her cheek as I suck off her bottom lip.What does she taste like again? So fucking sweet. There’s the lingering taste of that milk she was having earlier mixed with the strawberry taste of her lip-gloss, and I can’t freaking get enough.I feel Brynn’s hands lift to my sides as I move my hand from her cheek and bury it in her hair, my fingers digging through he
BRYNN."Who’s that?" I’ve barely stepped into my room when Noah follows after and I grab my plushie off the bed to sit at the spot as he strides in with hands in his pockets. "No one," I tell him, refusing to look into his eyes in fear of him finding out the truth that lies underneath.Noah doesn’t speak for a while and I turn to lie on my back. I grab my phone from the side and get myself busy with the mobile, but I should know better than anyone it’s not that easy to get rid of my brother.He’s come closer to me now, grabbing the plushie off my leg before settling on the sofa opposite the bed. "A good-looking guy he is." My gaze leaves my phone screen and Noah is playing with the plushie with a small smile on his face. "Seems to know his way around here. Not his first time, right?"I know exactly what he’s doing. He’s prying. Trying to get the words out of me with questions I can’t hide from."Noah," I call his name with a warning edge to my voice, a silent request for him to drop it
BRYNN.People in this town probably see me as someone who belongs on the top list of the most privileged people around. Straight from my family background to the kind of people I keep around. And they’re right about it. I do know I’m privileged. Riches. Authority. Influence. Those things easily come to me. I was born with them and I love having them.I love being privileged. I love the fact that the existence of someone else can never easily threaten me. I love the fact that I get to get the newest collection of luxury bags and dresses easily. I love the fact that a good time with my friend would be getting on a yacht for a few days’ trip, and I love the fact that my friends are just as influential.Despite all that though, there are several instances where I wish I could get away from it all. More than once moments where I wished my life was different or I could trade places with someone else; even just for a night.Tonight is one of those times.The frown on my face hasn’t left as I
FELIX.Does everyone else have a time when an event plays in a loop in your brain? It’s currently happening to me. And Brynn, with her fingers fucking her cunt has been playing repeatedly for hours now in my head.I can’t get over it.The sounds of her moan. Her face flushed with arousal. Her lustful gaze; the way dark rings formed around the browns of her eyes. Her on the counter with her legs thrown to my sides and the beats of her chest rising and dropping.Seeing Brynn in that state is better than the hundreds of girls I’ve seen before her and the several positions I’ve had those girls in.And the taste of her juices. Oh, that damn taste has been lingering on my tongue for hours and despite it being long ago now, I still refuse to have anything solid—or liquid—afraid that this taste will disappear. I need more. I’ve gotten a taste of what those plump lips I’ve been obsessing over for a while now feel against mine, and I know what she looks like when she lets her arousal take over h
FELIX."Come on." Sasha starts to drag my arm forward, which takes quite some strength from her because I refuse to take my eyes off Brynn and Asher. Especially Asher, who easily mixes with them like he’s a secret son of the family.My hands form into fists in my pockets and I grunt under my nose as Sasha takes us to another corner of the room."It’s marvelous." She mumbles, but I’m paying no attention to her as I try to stretch my neck to catch a glimpse of the people who are now a bit far away from where I stand with Sasha.Why’s Asher here? Are they truly back together? If he’s speaking with Brynn’s parents with such an aura of bliss floating around them, I can presume she never told her parents what he did and that they broke up, and the only reason she wouldn’t do that is because she might believe they can still work things out and get back together—if they’re not already together.I pull my hands out of my pockets to avoid tearing through the fabric of my pants.No fucking way.I
FELIX.She takes us to one of the empty restrooms and stops before the sink."I didn’t realize you’re a player yourself," I say as I click on the lock to the door before pressing back to it. Brynn’s brows furrow, and I continue. "Bringing Asher here right after what we did at your place—""We did nothing." She stops me before I can finish and I smirk. "Really? Was it nothing now? I can still remember your face, you know. The yearning in those eyes. Do you remember whose name you were calling? Mine. I had you on that counter with your fingers deep in your cunt and you want to tell me it’s—"She raises her voice over mine. "I was on that counter because I wanted to; not because you ordered it.""Is that so?""It is so." She states sharply. "I put on a show for you because I wanted to, not because you wanted to see it, and while it’s not particularly my best moment, I was just horny. That’s all. You were too, and that’s it.""I touched you.""Finger fucked. I’m sure you’ve done more than
FELIX.I’m an idiot.Brynn had made me angry with her rejections, and her sudden acceptance of Asher’s advances, and in return, I angered her the only way I knew how to. I wanted her to feel how I felt but as I lie down here now, back to the ground and arms spread wide on the floor of the restroom we both came in, Asher and Brynn long gone; I realize maybe I shouldn’t have angered her.Because there’s a difference between Brynn being angered and me being furious. Even in my fury, I still want her—I might want her even more when all the other senses are heightened from rage, but in her anger, Brynn has always pushed me away. I wanted her to take back those words and I might have pushed her last button.It’s a funny thing. Brynn was right; I’ve had multiple sexual encounters, most go far beyond what I did with her and they’ve never meant anything to me. I always made sure the other party got that too, yet a girl telling me our make-out session meant nothing to her triggered my rage and I
FELIX. 'Who’s he, and where did he come from?''Perhaps he snuck in? I thought the security was good. How did someone like him get in?''He mustn’t have realized this isn’t a place for him. How dare he try to go against Jude?'Murmurs of how I’m an outcast who doesn’t belong here fill the air, and I lower my head to the ground as I try to breathe through my nose when my neck tightens."He didn’t do anything. We just got into an argument. You can let him go." I feel the men restrain their hold and I lift my eyes to Jade’s. Although she told them to let me go, her eyes aren’t soft. They’re fierce, warning of a bigger consequence if I try what I did a second time. We engage in a silent, staring challenge before she’s pulled away by her friends and the surrounding crowd quickly disperses."Felix!” One of them remains and runs to me. Sasha grabs onto my arm as she pulls me up. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t know what to do, and I just panicked—"Brynn wasn’t here. She’d have come forward if she w