Chapter One Hundred Thirty Seven

Gwen.

I picked up Jas and Jace from the preschool before taking them to the mansion. Luckily for me mother and father were eager to spend some time with Jasmine and Jason, they even planned on going out of the country for the night. I couldn’t say no since I was in need of this little time with Ryan.

As I did my light makeup, I couldn’t help but think about what Mother said. She was right about asking what was going on between Ryan and me, I had no answer to that since I did not know what we had or where we were going with this.

She advised me to talk with Ryan and asked him what he truly wanted. I didn’t know what Ryan wanted or expected, did he want a relationship with me or he just wanted to be a fuck buddy? And what do I want? Do I really want him to be my boyfriend or do I only want a sexual relationship from him? I was determined to get over Henry but am I doing it the right way?

I didn’t want to hurt Ryan, especially if he was sincerely interested in having a relationship w