Chapter Fifty Nine

(Cara POV)

I woke up on his bed.

He had been soft last night, very careful with me; he hadn't forced me to do anything I didn't want to; he knew who I thought about all through; I woke up in tears; Teo was also awake; he only watched me as I cried, holding me close. I love Rollins, I really do, but I refused to be the girl that is left broken at the end.

I didn't know which hurt more, knowing that I just cheated on him or knowing that he didn't return back last night to check on me. A part of me wanted him to; a part of me wanted to see that he didn't mean what he said and he wouldn't leave me alone, but that would be a lie. He meant what he said; he left me alone. I imagined how I would have felt, broken and alone, awaiting the fight... I should be grateful to Teo; I shouldn't make him feel bad, but he didn't seem to mind; he understood me. Being with Teo was easy; I didn't have to be good enough; I didn't have to earn up to my position; I just had to be... there.

Now I wondered how