Chapter 81

I couldn't sleep the whole night thinking about about leaving, it wasn't just about leaving the city or this country ,I was leaving my brothers behind ,my father, my cousins, my uncles and my grandfather and better yet I was leaving my mother whom l wasn't even allowed to meet.

I hate that I'm the one that supposed to leave, I hate that they get to stay and enjoy their lives with their families while my family is broken apart. They've taken everything from us and they continue to take but I know that we will give the befitting reply.

My family maybe part of the mafia but they are good people. A man loves his family just like my father does can never be a bad man. Boston once called my father a monster but a monster is what I see when I look in his eyes or his fathers eyes.

In the morning the goodbye was the saddest moment of my life. My cousins ,my uncles and my aunts were all here faster. They all had unshed tears and they're eyes.

"I don't know how long I am supposed to be gone but