Hey again....It's been a year after my departure and six months after my last letter. I know you won't admit it but I know you've been waiting for this later for awhile now.A lot of things have changed since my last letter. I think I'm getting used to the weather. In fact I think I like the cold now. Nonna is getting better, she's getting her smile back which is a plus. She recently made a friend with the neighbour next door, don't get me started about her, she's borderline crazy but they enjoy each other's company and I think they bring the best in other each other, which is exactly what nonna needs now.I don't find Margarette my therapist annoying anymore . I consider her one of my friends now and she's a really good friend because she makes me smile and she just doesn't judge me about anything I say in therapy.By the way I forgot to share the most exciting news ever I got accepted and in UBC, the University of British Columbia , l mean how exciting is that. Make no mistake tho
Hey there...It's been a whole year since my last letter. You won't believe where I am right now. I am in Ontario, in the cabins in the wood .The cottages here are absolutely phenomenal. Grandma wanted us to spend holiday here. I think she just wanted to spend some time with me since I started university we spend less and less time together but she's always there for me when I need her.I also see less of my therapist these days. Bet she feels sad that she doesn't see me anymore I mean who would want to lose me as a client . I miss her though, she was kind of cool in the last few months but I felt like it was time I started healing on myself. I know it sounds crazy right?.I have made a significant change in my life. I no longer do what people expect me to do or what they want me to do ,now I only do what I want to do when I feel like doing it. I am tired of living according to peoples expectations, now I'm living for me and I love it.The cottages around the lake of the most beauti
5 years later..."This room is messy"I heard my nonna complain from under the covers. She always wakes me up early even though I have nothing to do. I've been trying to look for a job ever since l got my my degree but l am always left disappointed . "Go away" l murmured."Chase is here" Nonna said trying to get me out of bed but I wasn't even in the mood to see my best friend.Honestly l didn't want see Chase for a completely different reason. After 4 years of our friendship he wanted to take things further.l love Chase. l really do but l love him as my best friend/ brother and for all these years l thought he loved me for the same way. There's nothing wrong with him or anything lacking rather he is the heir of some high shot family in America and he is kind, loving, handsome etc.He is perfect but l have issues and l am not in the right space and mind to commit to a relationship as yet. The only thing that l really want is to go home and be with the people l love.My eyes prickle o
There's utter silence as Chase drives us to God knows where. As much as I didn't want to go with him after that whole fiasco, l couldn't bring myself to say no after the way I rejected him. There is something different though. Things are a little bit awkward between us and I can't help but think that it is my fault.While I was busy mourning over the fact that I couldn't be with my family while Chase was falling in love with me and I couldn't even notice ,geez what a type of a friend am l. Turns out I hate everyone to come to contact with and now chase is my latest victim.I didn't want it to be this way though. Had I known that cheese was in love with me then I would've I don't know talk to him about it all nipped it in the back I don't know. All I know is that I can never return chases feelings. I left something behind when I left home, yes I was still young and growing but I know that I truly love I love tequila and.I'm jacked back into reality when I noticed that we had it somewh
Chase drove for hours until he pulled over In a deserted house. If I wasn't scared then now I was totally shitting on my pants. There was something completely wrong about Chase. The way he behaved, The way he talked. This wasn't my best friend.When we entered the house which was duck insight. My heart can began beating frantically. And when he locked the door and looked at me with crazy a haunted eyes I knew something was wrong right that minute. My suspicions were correct. Geez why can't l have a normal life without people trying to kill me everyday and why didn't l listen to Nonna when she told me that Chase was a bad idea."Chase with the house from "I said moving back from him while he was moving towards me."I loved you "he shouted coming closer and closer to me. God I must be cursed I thought to myself. Everyone is always out to get me. But Chase found a completely different person. The old me she would've cried,she would've beg, she would've been scared but new me gives as goo
Poor little weak me was gone. All the trauma and pain that l have been through does not define me rather it has molded me into the person l am today. l have been kicked, burned, beaten and raped but somehow l am still alive and my heart still beats. They destroyed me but l built a new version of myself. Now l can fight even a man twice my size, l can shoot and l destroy anyone who even looks at funny."You will not touch me Chase ,l dare you" l said looking at him dead in the eye. Chase was just like everyone who had hurt me. They all underestimated me and Chase was going to be an example of why they should all run for their lives.l knew it in my fucken bones when he came to fetch me that he was up to something and l bid my time. l let him assume that he was the predator and l the prey but it was the other way around. He was a little taken aback by my statement but then he smiled looking amused. "Aww Rosabella it's cute that you think that l am afraid of you, l know you remember,
Rosabella's PovNo one deserves pain but as for me it's all l've ever been given by my family but what did l do that's so bad to the point that all they've ever done is insult and beat me everyday except the fact that l've done everything to try and impress them ,everything to show them that l am enough , everything to get them to like me but the truth is that l will always be a bastard child to them"Bastard child" now that's their favourite insult in order to show me that they will never love me and l will never be enoughAll l've ever wanted is to be acknowledged as my parents daughter but all they see is a disgraceful bastard child who has brought shame to their family but what could l have possibly done to disgrace my family did l ask to be bornI've always been different from my family especially my strikingly blue ocean eyes which are the biggest reason why my father hates me and part of me doesn't blame him because when me and my father are put togeth
Alexandra's PovAll my life l've been treated like a princess after all l am the only daughter of the De Luca family but the only person whose love l craved could never look me the eye or let alone spend even a minute with me without being coaxed to but somehow l've always convinced myself that maybe one day he will look at me like he looks at my brothers and cousins but no ,l was never enough for my fatherMy mother always tells me how excited dad was when he heard that mom was expecting a baby girl but all that changed the day l was born ,the day l opened my hazel brown eyes from that day my father barely looked at meMy dad provided me with the best of everything the best clothes, best of school ,an unlimited allowance but never his love but it's okay l found solance in his money and my 4 brothers who would even die for meActually all in all I have 12 brothers including my cousins who used to be close to us a few years back but when l noti