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Chapter 20: Owning You
HINDI AKO mapakali habang nakahiga sa kama. I've been thinking about the thought I had when I was in the cafeteria with Daniel. Ibibigay ko na ba sa kaniya ang permiso na ligawan ako? Should I ready myself to enter in a relationship? Am I not doing this just to fill the hole Abi has left? Am I really ready to throw the ideal I have built up until now?
Nagulo ko ang buhok ko bago gumulong sa kama ko. Pumikit ako at tinakpan ng unan ang mukha ko.
Hindi ko pa masyadong kilala si Daniel. Bilang pa lang ang mga araw na magkasama kami. But there's this thought inside me that's been telling me to open myself up-to welcome him as a man. And here's this other side telling me that it's wrong.
Argh. Ang gulo!
Sa kakaisip ko ay hindi ko namalayang nakatulog na pala ako. Pagmulat ng mga mata ko ay agad na dumako ang tingin ko sa orasan sa gilid ng kama ko. Tumigil na ito sa pagtakbo. I'm h
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