"No boss has ever had lunch here," murmured Joseph, stunked.Flynn Ashton had just entered the room, and he calmly headed to the space with the food and began to serve himself with small amounts of everything. Everyone was looking, and I was bothered, because I wouldn't want them to look at me that way, whether I'm a boss or not. He went to the natural juice machine and filled a glass, then turned around, and everyone began to disguise that they were talking or doing something more interesting than watching him, except me. And his gaze immediately fell on me, while the shadow of a smile appeared under his mask, and he began to come towards me."He can't be coming here," I said, turning my gaze to Joseph.Joseph, who pretended to swallow another small amount of his salty pudding, gave Flynn a spook look and turned pale."He can. He's coming," he murmured with his mouth full."No, he can't really be coming here," I murmured back, disguising the speech with a cough, because Flynn was les
I wasn't stupid to think that he had only sat next to me by pure coincidence. And even more, I wasn't so naive to think he didn't intend to meet me there. Even if he didn't know that I wasn't entitled to lunch time, he would probably look for me there, just to be sure where I would spend those hours. The day before he saw me leaving, but in this one, unless he was watching me, he would not be able to say if I had already left or if I was waiting for the rain to pass. And while I was thinking about it, I crossed my arms and leaned back on the chair, and for a moment, I was almost sure that he noticed my movement from the corner of his eye, and I kept thinking... Was Flynn Ashton as good a stalker as I was?Did you still fear that at the slightest sign of sexual interest on your part, I would run away like a scared child? I didn't even have answers to what I felt in my own body, who will say to what Flynn should be nurturing in yours. I just kept nibbling my lip as I went down and looke
I started gesturing with my shoulders, but then I remembered that I almost no longer had time for anything, and I knew that the company also kept its opening hours on Saturdays, and on weekends I could rest a little more from this chaotic routine. Not even the prospect of spending more time with Flynn was strong enough to combat the tiredness of my day-to-day life."In fact, Mr. Ashton" I started talking, casting a quick look at the rain that never ended outside, and I tried to look Flynn in the eyes again, it was impossible to do this without feeling my face burning with embarrassment, even so I was strong and did not look away. "I would like my working hours to remain the way they are. I don't mind the lack of rest time because I need to leave with enough time to prepare and go to my other job. And weekends are the only days I can really rest. So, if it's not too much to ask, I don't want a lunch time and I don't want to increase my workload.”"She receives so little and is still gr
Even if I could bother myself, I could not make any objection while Flynn guided me out of the office's food area, under a little perplexed and quite curious looks from all the other employees who pretended to eat just to know what the owner of the company was doing in the cafeteria, in which he deliberately ignored, stopping next to the door to pick up two lollipops in a bal The doubts seemed to have been answered, because we had barely closed the door as we passed and all the uproar inside started again.Flynn opened one of the lollipops and put it in his mouth, handing me the other one I just kept in my pocket, he was silent as he leaned a hand on the base of my spine to make me walk. I was almost automatically going to the double entrance doors when he stopped me and indicated the elevator."The car is in the garage," he said politely, removing the candy from his mouth to be able to speak."Of course," I replied sulkingly.We passed by the doorman, Mr. Amaral, who was looking clos
Laughing, Flynn finally found a way that his seat wouldn't bother him and took his hands to the steering wheel again. He wore that same gold watch, but I noticed that a small medal of Our Lady was emerging above the golden chain on his wrist. I hadn't noticed her that first time we were together, and I didn't want to ask if he was using it just now so that the saint would give him the good sense not to be thinking about sinning all the time, as I was doing with him.Flynn started the car and a soft song with a symphony and sensual beat began to play from the point he had stopped when he turned it off, and a woman's voice began to fill the car as she sang about being going crazy for someone, wondering if the person would be the bum wine that would bring her a headache the next day or the person who would turn hatred into From the corner of my eyes, I noticed that Flynn gave me a look of inquiry, as if waiting for me to question his musical taste or if it bothered me with the lyrics of
My words made Flynn open a very brief smile. His hands were in the space between us, as if resisting that temptation that I also felt to want to touch or be as close to him as possible. I had to contain all my sighs and any sign that I would be shaken, because I had the impression that Flynn would advance to kiss me in the slightest gesture that I was in need of the security he provided me. I couldn't do that there. I couldn't give in to the desire. So I decided it was time to get out of there, because it was no longer characterized as an escape.I started to move away with some farewell sounds and thanks. I pulled the door and pulled the backpack after passing, closed the door and started walking. Flynn approached before I could get around the car, and he took up all the space in front of me, although he didn't dare to touch me."I'd like to meet you again, Tasha" asked him in a hoarse voice."I don't have time for anything, you know," I replied, shrugging. "If you want, we can talk
"Is there a problem, Leo? "I asked, getting closer.He sniffed and rubbed his eyes to keep the tears away, then stretched the paper of his hands so that I could pick it up. The paper was stained with heavy drops of tears, and the dents indicated a lot about Lany's anger when receiving it."They sent me away, Tasha. Do you believe that? They didn't even let me work for an inner year, man. I won't even get the insurance. I missed a lot of opportunities to get in here and they did this to me. "Lany sobbed as he repressed his tears and kept rubbing his eyes hard. "I really want them all to get screwed. They still had the courage to commit racism with me, Tasha. They said that people of my kind do not deserve as much freedom as they give to the employees here. They claimed that I caused discomfort to my co-workers. No one has ever said an "A" about me in this place, and they come to say that I cause discomfort? They're going to pay me, Tasha. I swear to God. I'm going to kill these bums.”
" Don't let hatred consume you, Lany," I spoke softly, because I started to listen to some people approaching. Nobody entered the cafeteria. Most employees only went up there during working hours to use the bathrooms. Even so, my throat even hurt so low that I kept talking to Leo's ears. "If you need anything, just look for me. You know I'll always be here.”And when I walked away, Lany still held my arm, with his rough fingers squeezing my skin. And despite the hatred in his features, his eyes softened a little when he said:"You can also look for me if you need to, Tasha. I mean, if you need to put an end to things, you can look for me. I've reached my limit.”And I knew he was referring to his own life. That he would lose his own will to live when he took someone else's life, and that he didn't care about it. He was willing to be the suicide bomber of the situation. And I didn't know if I felt extremely shocked or admired. In the end, I nodded vehemently and walked away, giving up