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Olivia stared at an empty house. A house that has not been lived in for a long time because it is no longer suitable for use. It was the home that Olivia and her family used to live in. 

Many events and memories took place. Including a fire five years ago that eventually took the life of Olivia's parents. Olivia wanted this house to be rebuilt in the same shape. However, money constraints can change everything. True, what people say: money is not brought to die, but no money is there it feels like death. Maybe Olivia felt those words too. 

"Father, Mother, I'm miss," he said softly as he felt the burning wall of the homiss

 "Why did you leave Olivia? Why didn't you bring Olivia too to come before God? Why did you leave Olivia alone in a world of deception?" Olivia continued with a series of bitter questions.

 "Olivia ... miss." That was Olivia's last sentence before she had to immediately leave the area of ​​the house. 

*** 

"Olivia, where have you been?" Suddenly Nana asked when Olivia had just approached her. 

Olivia stared irritably at Nana, making those who were being stared at only showed a smile by showing rows of teeth. 

"If asked, look at the conditions and the time," said Olivia, "what if I suddenly have a heart attack?"

 Nana laughed.

 "You've gone too far, Olivia. By the way, where have you been?

 Olivia took a deep breath. He shifted his gaze to the direction opposite to Nana. 

"None of your business," Olivia replied modestly. Nana gasped. 

"Shit, yes, you. How annoying it is to be someone." Olivia only answered with a chuckle.

 "It's not time for you to know yet, Nana," thought Olivia. 

*** 

Nights like this are rare for people to visit cemeteries. However, Olivia became a person who was included in the word 'rare'.

 Tonight, Olivia suddenly visits her parents' funeral. Actually, he could leave the next day. However, longing cannot be reduced, let alone prevented. Carrying the master flower bag filled with seven flower shapes and rosewater, Olivia stepped forward. Luckily, the burial place of his parents is not too far from the main gate of the Public Cemetery, so the light can still be dim. Olivia looked sadly at the two mounds of dirt where her parents were. 

"Mother, father…." Olivia rubbed the graves of her parents one by one. 

"When can Olivia see you again? Olivia misses ... Olivia wants to be with you again, laugh together, eat together, and more." 

In that instant, one by one, unforgettable traces with his family were present. Without realizing it, teardrops accompanied by sobs were flowing profusely in the night wind.

 “Even so, Olivia will still pray for you. Hope ... you're happy up there. Look forward to Olivia coming there too. "

 Olivia sprinkled the flowers she was carrying. Trying to calm tears while sprinkling funeral flowers for a deceased parent is very difficult. There is a sense of tightness that continues to stick, as if you don't want to get out of place anymore. 

After sprinkling the flowers, Olivia started pouring rose water. She cried, every time the rose water flowed down the mound of earth, that's when Olivia dropped the teardrops that ended up on Olivia's cheeks.

 “Olivia will go home first, okay? Tomorrow if there is still a chance to come here, Olivia will definitely come here,” he whispered to the two graves containing lifeless people. 

"Olivia is home." Olivia closed the conversation after slowly wiping her tears and clearing her sobs. Olivia with a heavy heart, must leave here, because the night wind here is getting colder.

 *** 

"Olivia!" shouted a man calling Olivia. 

Olivia turned her head, staring at the source of the voice. He widened his eyes when he found out that the one who called him was a thug followed by the other two thugs who had faced him in the past.

 “Shit, I'm in danger,” Olivia muttered as her eyes began to look in different directions around her. 

A smile appeared on Olivia's face when she learned that there was an opportunity to quickly get away from the three evil criminals. Olivia ran to the intended place. This made the three thugs behind him furious and then chased after Olivia with a fast run. 

"Hey! Wait, don't run!" he exclaimed very grimly. 

Olivia didn't want to heed it. He kept running, ignoring the three goons who kept scolding him. When she almost reached her destination, Olivia had to fall because she tripped over a rock. Olivia was grimacing in pain, she tried to get up immediately and started running again. However, the pain in his leg overcame all of his intentions.

 Olivia finally gave up. Olivia gave up when the three thugs started to approach her with sly grins. Even so, deep down in Olivia's heart, she was expecting a miracle from God.

"I leave it all with you, Lord."

***