I mean, it was weird to know that Georgina joined a club and whatsoever. I mean... the both of us were the freaks of the school but basically you could say that about us. We never tried anything different and we never came out of our comfort zone ever. Honestly, I can see here that Georgina is actually doing that which I would have never thought she would do.It is quite amazing and I feel good about what she's doing. I mean, there is goodness in me but honestly the last thing I want for myself is to be alone. I do not want to be alone anymore. I do not want to walk on my own or do things myself anymore. So, I agreed to just go ahead and watch a practice. Okay. Maybe not. I really wanted to join but I mean, it's been long since we've seen each other and the last thing I want to do is to look like I have no friends so that Victoria would not see me and think otherwise.I join Georgina in the cheerleading group and she's warming up and basically talking to me about how she and Jamie
I and Georgina want to change our entire dresses immediately and we are the life of the party. I can see the lights, the sound busting in the air the lights blazing into every single place. Honestly, this is the nightclub spirit. First off, this is the first time I've been in a nightclub in all my years of living, because I've always wanted to be that quiet girl who would rather stay indoors, than, go out. The night club is loud and stuff right now. I'm not feeling that quiet girl bullshit and I just want to be anywhere away from that house. And I'm sure Dane and Victoria are probably with each other doing something crazy. And to think that she will do it in the same bed has his way I've done it so it's just kind of embarrassing to even think about. If I ever thought there will be another girl apart from Elena, I would call it a bluff. But it seems like it isn't a bluff. It is really, really true. And it is really, really happening. I said that is not the least of my problems. I
Jonas and I have are having a blast of conversation. In fact, I have basically forgotten that I'm in a nightclub. It just feels like I'm somewhere in my room chatting with someone I haven't seen forever. “So, you are in a school that doesn't care about what you guys physically do.” I say to him, after dying of laughter for the like, 10th time, so like, I don't care about what we do. “They basically do not want to have a care in the world where like, destructive students the weird ones.” Why exactly are you always kept up with the weird ones? “I remember back at summer school, the kids were so afraid and they basically thought you we're going to kill them if they talked bad about you. So, they would go out of class and so to secretly about that's how scared they were of you.”“I guess it was the best thing that ever happened to me.” He says with a nice smile. “For you, you love to stay away from people and you'd love people to stay away from me.” I could never understand are you c
He comes back to me and hands me the glass of drink, I collect it. I mean everything is feeling good, fine and amazing. “So, I just wanted to say that this has been the amazing, most amazing conversation I've had in a very long time.” I can't even begin to explain to you how I've been dealing with my week and to think I came to the nightclub to pretend to enjoy all of this, but then actually enjoying it because I met you this is like the biggest achievement. “This is the biggest improvement I've had in my life this week.” Really? He says to me and has a smile on his face. I don't know the reason for that look on his face, but he is charming. And if he is not careful about it, it's going to do something to me. Well, I'm glad I'm the reason why you get in this amazing feeling of what sort.“Thank you.” I say to him.So are you in a relationship? I say to him, and there is this other look on his face. “Not now, actually, I used to be in a relationship with someone but we just got o
The moment I get to Georgina's place, I can't even believe what just happened. I feel like I was in the middle of some teen drama or something, it makes no sense from the very beginning to the end. And I thought about it all the way through, I went to back to the first place.I would like to understand what Dane even came for in the first place? Why exactly would he think that I would listen to a word he has to say? We have needed whatever we've had. Where does it seem that I would listen to him, he made a mistake by thinking that there was something between us that would make me listen to him, and fall back and understand him. Basically, there's noting in between us that will make me want to sit my house down and listen to him. He probably doesn't know about this, which is why he made that mistake of coming here in the first place. I go into the room and I see that Georgina has already passed out in the night, I get back downstairs. Once again, her parents are out of town so we
The moment I open my eyes, the first thing I remember is what happened yesterday. Basically everything that happened, and how things do in front of me to give orders. Once again, one would think that I'm one of his pack members, someone who he could just tell him to do this and do that. I don't understand. Doesn't he have Victoria to control now? Why is he trying to control me? How could he even show up here? How did he know that I would be at the nightclub? Now, that I'm stating everything to myself, I'm realizing that almost everything that happens did not make sense. He found me. How exactly did he you know, to track my phone? When did he begin to track my phone and what was his excuse when he left Victoria to confine me. Honestly, the last thing I need right now is him bringing himself into the new chapter of my life. I didn't want to have him in the new chapter of my life. It is just toxic to my lifestyle right now. And that is alone. While I'm sleeping, I can smell pa
I cannot believe that they're making us go to a school trip. That is last thing—literally, they wanted to do go on a trip. As soon as I close my locker, I look at Georgina who feels the same exact way. I mean… now that I think about it, it has been long since we have gone on a class trip. The last class trip we went on, I heard some students got injured and almost every student were high and some got laid. Georgina says and we shine our eyes to very crucial information. I look to the left and I see Victoria, she is walking with no other than Sophie the cheerleader who is the head of the Hellcats team and I turn my face away. “No, in no possible way will I be inferior or intimidated by someone who is with a maniac.” I say to myself, and I'm about to walk away with Georgina when they both stop in front of me. Hi, I'm sure you've met Victoria, right? She's the new girl in our class, except you haven't since you're such a dork. Sophia says and I shake my head. “Ah, just shut up.
“I can't stop but think about what Victoria told me.” I know she's probably saying it from a place of displeasure because…I don't know. I'm still making Dane come to meet me even if he's with her? Honestly, I don't care. And I do not understand why she will come and meet me in the first place. But I've heard what she wanted to say. And I've got the message she wanted to blow across,telling me to be careful of Jonas. She is basically telling me that he is hiding something, and they understand the theory behind it. Not that I do not understand that. I'm wondering how I should manage this whole scenario. Like what exactly is going on? What am I up against? Here is the question that I have to answer for myself. I feel like there is a lot that I need to understand right now. And not anyone can help me. I have to do this all by myself. I'm basically just getting to know him. And if things like this are going to happen, that means it means that I should better go back to the root probl