I sat on the bed massaging my aching calf; lately, I’m very quickly tired, maybe because of my pregnancy. Doctor Grace advised me not to be too busy and to do activities that drain energy. The bedroom door opened, revealing the figure of Sean, who had just arrived. I smiled and stood up to him, his arms outstretched for me. I immediately went into his arms, inhaling his heavenly scent, pressing my cheek to his chest, his lips kissing the top of my head, and his nose inhaling the smell of my hair.“I missed you, how are you?”I smiled at his confession. I opened our arms and looked at him.“I’m fine.”I decided not to go into detail; he just got home, and I didn’t want to argue. He smiled his relieved smile, and then his lips found mine, kissing mine hard and deep. I replied the same way. I miss him so much; my days feel empty without him around me. Our tongues danced and intertwined, pouring out our passion and longing. My hands ruffled his hair while both of his hands squeezed my ass
He slid my panties out past my legs, then bent my knees and spread my thighs while gripping my inner thighs, his tongue brushing my sex surface. I let out a desperate sigh and resigned myself to enjoying whatever he did to me down there as my body stirred. His activities down there, he reprimanded me so that I could only sigh and move my head and hands. His lips kissed my feminine lips; I trembled, passion squeezed me even more cruelly."This is mine too," he said in front of my sex, my breath getting shallow. His tongue teased my clit, and I was jolted by the delicious sting that spread throughout my body. My heart was beating wildly, so I could hear its pulse in my ears. My blood rippled in my veins so that my pulse seemed to explode."Sean, aaahhh please... eugh..."I slurred his name and pleaded, His tongue in and out of my core, dancing a crazy, hedonistic dance. My senses disappeared somewhere while my Inner Goddess was asleep on her red sofa with her fur blanket covering her bo
We were silent for a while before he started.“One of the nannies at the orphanage did it to me every time she fucked me.”My soul seemed forcibly pulled out of my body; I swallowed my saliva roughly, and his arm around me tightened even more. That fact was like the wind in winter and formed sharp, pointed ice crystals piercing my scalp.“I was nine years old at the time and it went on for two years, until I finally ran away from the orphanage and met Ramia.”My heart fell apart at my feet, oh, my God! How could a child like him experience such a tragic thing?? Tears gathered quickly in my eyes.“A friend of mine who also lives in the orphanage told Ramia about what I experienced while at the orphanage and the treatment I got from my nanny who turned out to be pedophilic, at that time I decided to run away after she whipped me for refusing to satisfy her.”My senses and Inner Goddess were mute; tears started to roll down my face and wet my pillow as well, trying my best not to make a
Sean was on the phone on the living room balcony while I was busy preparing breakfast in the kitchen. I was baking bread when suddenly morning sickness attacked me. I turned off the stove and then shifted to the sink. Sean’s hands immediately massaged the nape of my neck while I was still vomiting in the sink. I straightened my body when the nausea was gone. Sean was standing before me, his gaze serious and careful, dammit! Maybe it’s time.After our hot shower a while ago, we dressed and headed to the kitchen for breakfast. Still, I wasn’t planning on starting this conversation.“Is there something you didn’t tell me?”My hands rested on the edge of the sink. I nodded while looking down, mentally steeling myself to say this. My Inner Goddess squeezed the bottom of her dress, her expression tense.“I’m pregnant,” I said, then raised my face to look at Sean. He was shocked, and his golden net seemed to harden; the next second, he turned away from me while combing his hair; he cursed an
Ronald went to the kitchen to get a snack. While I turned on the television, my cell phone, which I placed on the table before me, rang, showing a foreign number. When I was about to answer, the ringing stopped; I shrugged my shoulders nonchalantly and then put the thing back in its original place. Ronald brought me a potato chip snack with barbecue seasoning, a cola drink, and canned orange juice. We watched a replay of Roger Federer's match at Wimbledon, which had just ended in England. Caroline came with Andrew an hour later, the couple joining us in the living room."Where's Sean?"Caroline looked at me with a curious, questioning look. I put the potato chips in my mouth while shrugging my shoulders. I wasn't in the mood to care about her. Caroline stared at me with narrowed eyes as I glanced at her before returning to the broadcast of the tennis match that was still happening. Ronald didn't seem to care; he was focused on watching the game. I went from the living room to the kitc
When I woke up on Monday morning, the room seemed deserted; Sean’s side of the bed was empty, leaving me alone on the bed. I closed my eyes, feeling disappointed; why is Sean behaving like this?? The disappointment needle stabbed more deeply into my heart, and it hurt. I got up, got out of bed, and rushed to shower. After that, I dressed, wearing black mesh stockings with a coat the same color as my stockings, a belt around my waist, and maroon ankle boots. I pulled my hair up slightly, then grabbed my handbag, the same color as my shoes. Sean came in when I was ready. I bowed and then walked away, but he grabbed my arm as I was about to pass him.“Change your stockings,” he ordered, which I immediately rewarded with a look of surprise and protest.“No, I’m leaving now,” I said and tried to let go of his grip on my arm, but he strengthened it.“I won’t let you out until you change your stockings.”I chuckle while rolling my eyes. Are we going to argue about stockings now?? Oh, Lord! I
“You keep your distance,” I began, my eyes staring at the thick carpet covering the floor of this room when Sean breathed heavily.“Why are you doing this???” he asked, which made me look at him in disbelief. He’s still blaming me, damn Thanos and his infinity gauntlet.“Am I the only one to blame for this pregnancy? You’re selfish, Sean, this pregnancy happened not only because of me but also because of you!!”I’m angry and sad at the same time. Can’t Sean see this as something we do together?? Wasn’t it someone’s fault?? We stared at each other silently, his jaw clenched as he let out a sharp breath.“Can’t you be open minded??”“Open?? Look at me, Ariana, do I deserve to be a father figure?? Will the child accept a father like me??”The question took me aback; I now understand that attitude again. I chuckled and then snorted. My Inner Goddess’s shield felt like it was hit by a big club, causing a loud thud, and the vibrations spread throughout my nerves.“Until when are you going t
Sean and I sat on the sofa in front of the television, watching a cartoon called Trolls after Renata left five minutes ago. She wanted to move the broadcast, but I insisted she didn’t. I love seeing those colorful mini creatures. I think they are soft and adorable. I lay on the sofa cushions on Sean’s lap. I couldn’t take my eyes off the film. I felt Sean move; when I turned my attention to him, he seemed to fall asleep with his head on the top of the sofa.I slowly got up, removed the pillow from his lap, and leaned closer to him, looking at his sleeping face. He is very handsome. His face is very thick with the typical face of Middle Eastern men: thick eyebrows, sharp nose, firm jaw, and sharp but seductive eyes. Don’t forget those sexy red lips. I’m admiring my husband, and it’s like a sin, but I want to do it. I touched his jaw, which was covered with fine hair, feeling rough because my touch stopped on his chin under his lips after shaving. The chewy thing was as tempting as a st