Chapter 85

Sofiya

Appalled, I watched as Adonis's lifeless body lay on the floor, making my heart race. I got up and stumbled over to where he was lying. I whispered his name, "Adonis," as I shook his body. His silence made my heart jump out of my chest in a sad way. What's going on is that we're taking turns in a world where nothing makes sense.

I was calm and told myself, "There's nothing wrong, mate." It has nothing to do with how lucky or unlucky I am. I need to stop freaking out when things go wrong like this. At least not to my true loves. Why would the people who say they are my good guardians let everyone think I have bad luck? Why can't they take the sad mask off my face? Why? I was upset, but it didn't matter. I'm just trying to get my mind off of things so I can be brave for Adonis, but my courage isn't strong enough to keep the tears from coming out. I need to go find his brother. How come I didn't think of that before? As I got up to go get his brother, I quickly blamed myself for h