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Chapter 30
Marry
I thought giving birth was the most painful and the hardest. It didn’t occur to me that something way bigger and harder was waiting for me when I was actually raising my son all by myself.
There were times when I didn’t know what to do and I would just cry. Sa tuwing bigla nalang siyang iiyak nang hindi ko alam kung bakit at wala man lang akong magawa kundi ang mag panic.
The sleepless nights and anxiety that I would feel every night as I watch him sleep. It was all overwhelming. How my life change in just a
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Anino My mind completely went blank after what I heard. My mother continued sobbing frantically which made me shake in panic even more. Hindi ko na nagawang pumasok nang tuluyan sa resort at nagmadaling umalis pauwi. “M-Ma, please c-calm down. Tell me what happened,” nanginginig ang mga kamay kong tanong. I roamed my eyes around to look for a cab. At kapag minamalas ka nga naman, sobrang tahimik ng highway at ni isang taxi wala man lang dumaan. “He d-dealt with a problem in the office. He was stressed out by it. At naabutan ko nalang siyang walang malay sa kanyang opisina. It was a good thing the ambulance came h-here quickly. H-Hindi ko alam ang gagawin, anak...” Sapo ko ang noo habang nakikinig kay mama sa nanginginig na boses. Oh God! I hope my father’s fine! Dahil hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko pag nagkataon. He was always desperate in telling me to go home and help with the company. And here I am being selfish at h
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Cold"He saw what?!"Halos mapapikit ako sa lakas ng boses ni Bailey kinabukasan nang bumisita siya sa mansyon. He got so excited that I went home na agad siyang nagdeklara na bibisita. I can't stop him too since matagal niya nang gustong makita sa personal si Callar. Masyado naman siyang abala noon sa mga talents na hawak niya kaya hindi nagawang bumisita sa Australia.I just nodded at him. I'm still so terrified with what happened. Mabuti nalang at papikit-pikit na ang mga mata ng anak ko kaya agad ko ring naibaling sa iba ang atensyon niya. Even my parents were dumbfounded. Kaming lahat ay hindi nakagalaw sa naging tanong ng anak ko. I even hid that magazine after I tucked him to bed."Oh my god! Talaga?"I rolled my eyes sa pabalik-balik niyang tanong."Can you lower down your voice? Baka marinig ka ng anak ko," saway ko.I took a glance at Callar who's busy with his books and toys as usual. He seemed oblivious with
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UsIf only I could disappear this instant, matagal ko nang ginawa. All I wanted that moment was to disappear without him knowing and seeing me. But I know that's far from reality. At kahit sa loob-loob ko alam kong darating at darating ang pagkakataong ito.Tahimik kong kinalma ang sarili at nag focus nalang sa ginagawa. I was relieved when it was almost done. All I wanted was to get out of there as soon as possible. I can still hear Santi's voice from afar at kahit gaano ko pigilan ang sariling huwag pakinggan ang boses niya, hindi ko magawa.Heavy footsteps from behind awakened me from my reverie. And before I knew it, he was right in front of me. Iniwas niya ang tingin sa akin at nakipagkamay sa mga katabi kong judges din. I cleared my throat with the indifference he's giving me. Or was I just imagining things?He's totally different from the last time I saw him. His physique let out a strong authority aura. No wonder all the staff went in chao
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ResponsibilityHirap akong matulog ng gabing iyon. He walked away after what he said while I am left anxious and afraid. Hindi man sumagi sa isip kong mangyayari ito, lihim kong inasam na sana hindi. I expected him to be angry with me. Sa biglaan kong pagkawala nang hindi malinaw sa aming dalawa ang lahat. I can't blame him. Pero ang makitang ganoon nalang ang galit niya kanina, hindi ko inasahan.Hindi ko alam kung alin ba sa dalawa ang mas pipiliin ko. Ang makita siyang tila wala nang pakialam o ang harapin ang galit niya. I thought he'd moved on. I expected him to be. Lalo lang tuloy akong natakot sa posibilidad na malaman niya ang tungkol sa anak ko. It's much easier to deal with him myself. Pero ngayong maaaring madamay ang anak ko, nahihirapan ako."Ano'ng sinabi niya sa iyo?"I took a sip on my drink and turned to Bailey. Hindi ako dumiretso ng condo matapos ng nangyari. I would be too nervous he'd follow me so I stopped by at Bailey's plac
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DadIt took me a while to calm and compose myself. I can just pretend we're strangers, right? Tutal ay iyon din naman ang ginawa niya noong una kaming magkita. Besides, I bet it's about work. Ang kaalamang iyon ang nakapagpanatag sa akin. Even though I am still so embarrassed with what happened awhile ago. I should still be given the benefit of the doubt dahil kakaumpisa ko pa lang naman. But now that I am in the position, I have to take responsibility of everything. Had I known that something is wrong sana nagawan ko agad ng paraan. Maybe I was too confident with the idea that the deal has been closed months ago."If this is about the report, I will take care of it and proceed with the initial plan.""And your team? What are you gonna do about them?" He scoffed."I still have to sort things out, Mr. Lopez kaya ako magpapatawag ng meeting ngayon. Rest assured hindi maaapektuhan ang project."I looked at him straight in the eyes. I must say I would have
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EngagementPinilit kong alisin sa isip ko ang sinabi ni Callar ng nagdaang gabi. I tried to reason out in my own head that he was asleep that time and doesn't really know what he's talking. Kahit pa sa loob ko, labis ang takot at pangamba ko.I was mindful when I brought my son to the academy. He would normally talk about random things pero iba ngayon. He's silent and continues to look at the window."Baby, is there something wrong?" Tawag ko sa atensyon niya.He looked at me briefly then resumed his gaze outside the window. Hindi ko maiwasang mag-alala. Ngayon ko lang siya nakitang ganito at natatakot ako."Is there a problem, Callar?"Umayos siya ng upo at panandaliang tumitig sa akin. I can feel something is wrong."Mommy, do I have a dad?" Nag-aatubili niyang tanong, bakas ang lungkot sa boses.I lost focus for a moment that I almost stepped on the breaks in haste. Agaran kong ibinalik ang atensyon sa pagmamaneho kahit na nanginginig na ang kamay sa nerbyos. Ito na iyon. Dumating
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MineEverything happened so quickly that I wasn't able to react that fast. Pilit pa rin pinoproseso ng utak ko ang narinig kani-kanina lang. Most of the guests are shocked too. Sino ba naman ang hindi? Gayong ibang babae ang kasama ni Xander nang bigla nalang iyong inanunsyo ng matandang Del Rio.Sinapo ko ang ulo ko sa matinding hilo. I can't think of anything else but to go home and forget what I just heard. I just want to go home to my son.Naalimpungatan lang ako nang mapansin ang mahinang komusyon sa table nina Xander. He was trying to get away from his parents. Wala na rin sa table nila si Aurora. I didn't even notice her disappearance."Did you both know it was going to happen?"Iyon agad ang ibinungad ko nina Mama at Papa nang makauwi kami ng mansyon. It was a relief the party ended peacefully despite of the announcement of Donya Esmeralda. Kung may nakapansin man sa tensyon ng pamilya ni Xander ay iilan lang. Ni hindi man lang nga pinansin ng Donya ang apo niyang kating-kati n
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GirlfriendNapakapit ako ng husto sa braso niya. His kisses are slow and soothing. Wala akong maramdamang galit sa paggagad ng labi niya. His kisses went deeper and I lost myself. I didn't realize how much I missed him until now. Ngayong hawak niya ako at hinahalikan, ang damdaming akala ko ay ibinaon ko na sa kaibuturan ng aking puso ay muling nangibabaw. Na kahit pa gaanong galit ang maramdaman ko, siya pa rin ang mahal ko.I gasped for air when his kisses went from my lips to my cheeks, down to my jaw. I tilted my face to give him access. Para akong malalagutan ng hininga sa init na hatid ng labi niya sa balat ko. He pulled me closer to his body."Answer me. Is it still him? Hmm?" He asked between his kisses.I groaned in protest when he stopped kissing me at bahagya ring lumuwag ang pagkakahawak niya sa akin.Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig nang marealize kung gaano ako kapusok pagdating sa kanya. I pushed him but he held me tighter. Naiangat ko ang tingin sa ginawa niya.
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