ValerieIt wasn’t advice. It was a warning.His hands were still on my waist, squeezing. His fingers pressing into the fabric of my cloak and biting into my sides. His head was close to mine, his hot, anguished breathes warm against my hair.“Don’t move,” he said again, his voice grating. There was an edge of something painful to it. Something heady and starved. His breath shallowed, his body tense as he leaned against me. “For your own good. Stay still.”Something had happened to him in the time since we’d been here. Or, maybe he’d been like this a while, and simply hadn’t had a chance to address the issue. His voice was brimming with intoxication, his breath like fire on the cartilage of my ear.I felt his nose nestle against the side of my head, heard him breathe in sharply. He was taking in my scent, like a snake, hungry for prey. I froze where I was, my heart thundering in my chest, my hands stiff at my sides. I didn’t feel scared, though. Just…embarrassed. And strangely, hot.It
Valerie I was exhausted. The efforts of the day crept over me like a shadow the moment we arrived back at the castle. I curled up on a soft satin couch, watching the empty bed across from me where Lucas was to sleep for the night. He wasn’t in the room, and the bed looked awfully tempting. I half-considered crawling into it myself. The moment we had returned to the castle, Lucas had been stopped by Marvolo, who insisted that they needed to talk. I assumed he was still busy with that, and I was thankful for his absence. I didn’t want to face him before I fell asleep. It had been a long, grueling day and I could barely keep my eyes open. And every time I thought of Lucas, I felt the ghost of his breath on my neck. The sound of his voice in my ears—pained and full of want. I shivered and rubbed at my nape, trying to shake the memory of him away. Heat beat against my cheeks just at the thought of what had happened. It was so embarrassing…and a bit confusing, too. I knew biological
LucasMarvolo was a fool for thinking that he deserved even a moment of my time.But I was almost grateful for the dunce.His eager desire to pull me aside for the night gave me the perfect opportunity to slip away from Valerie. If only for a bit.I couldn’t believe how weak I’d been. I was seconds from losing control.I could have taken her. I could have sunk my teeth into her neck and tasted the sweet beat of her heart. I could have stripped her naked and brought the brothel walls down with her cries of pleasure. All night. All night, I could have done it.And I might’ve. If I’d entered the room with her on our return. I might’ve given in. I could still feel that hungry, gnawing me down to the bone. It took all I had to restrain myself.But I hadn’t laid a hand on her, and I was glad for that.She looked too much like Chelsea. Reminded me too much of her. Even smelled like her, which seemed outright impossible. The longer she stayed by my side, the more I was beginning to see Chelse
ValerieMy face felt burned by the blood rising to my cheeks.I had never kissed anyone before, and I wasn’t sure if I had done it right. Lucas’s lips were soft, and though the kiss was chaste and I didn’t linger there long, I could feel them pull into a smirk.He did not kiss me back, or initiate a second kiss, and I was grateful for that. I didn’t know what I would have done if this came off as anything but what it was: a grateful response to his offer. He would save Ava. And if he saved Ava, I would kiss him a thousand times more.A part of me doubted it the moment it had happened. Lucas was never serious. There was a huge possibility it could have all been a game. A way of making fun of me. This entire ordeal could have simply been one of Lucas’s fun charades. But I didn’t think it was.If Lucas wanted to make fun of me, he could have simply done it. No need for the theatrics back at the brothel. No need to dangle Ava in front of my face. He would have simply…made fun of me, the w
SebastianI did not like the idea of staying in a vampire’s home for the evening, but the journey back was unquestionable, and I felt the unquenchable urge to shower off the rank air of the brothel.The sounds coming from that place still burned in the back of my head.I found Adrian awaiting me in the room Lord Mueller had arranged for us. He had been looking terribly bored when I arrived. Now he was crossing his arms, staring at me aghast.“You went to a brothel?”“For an investigation,” I explained, already knowing what would come out of his mouth next.“And you didn’t invite me?”I ignored Adrian and took a seat on the sofa. The ring he had found was burning a hole in my pocket, and I took it out to admire the stone. Whoever the wizard was, he must’ve left in a hurry. A ring of this importance would never have been left behind on purpose.I turned the ring on its side and small engravings sheened on the surface. Tiny etches of letters in an alphabet I did not recognize. Perhaps so
ValerieWe left early the next morning, gathering into the car Lord Mueller provided. The dragons set out on their own, the vehicle much too small to provide enough room for their sizable bodies. They would meet us at Salmere, where we would report to the Alpha on our findings.I couldn’t believe we had only been gone a day. Already, I missed the scent of Salmere castle. I missed the view from the window and waking up with a sense of safety, in a warm blanket, wrapped in crisp morning air. I could not have imagined that when I was being dragged out of the slave shop, I would be taken to a place that I would one day miss.I had no idea that my future Master would be my key to freedom.Relief found me like a dream when we made it out of the dense, dark forest. The same one we had come in through. The windows were not blocked from my vision this time, but I chose to look down and cover my ears in preparation for the terrible sounds I’d heard on our way to Baycrest.Thankfully, the drive
ValerieLucas didn’t seem surprised by the news. He sighed and reclined on the sofa, kicking his feet up carelessly onto the table. “I expected the Northerners would be arriving at Orheroad the night of the celebration, but that’s two days from now. Seems like they’re in a hurry. I suppose it makes sense. The Alpha of the Eclipse Pack was so eager to marry his daughter to Xavier. But gods, did they really need to bring their entire supply of guards?”“That’s not all,” Adrian said. “Something interesting caught my eye. Outside the sentinels, a great number of humans were queuing with heavy packages.”“Packages?” asked Sebastian. “What kind of packages?”“Couldn’t be sure,” Adrian said. “But I do wonder what’s inside.”“Perhaps the tributes?” The room stiffened. All of the eyes turned to Mrs. Manson who was carefully leaning over the table to refill our tea cups. Her eyes flickered to the faces around her and she straightened, clearing her throat. “My apologies for chiming in, My Lords.
ValerieIf there was one thing I was dying to do upon my return to Salmere, it was to visit the garden one more time.Thankfully, the servants left me to my own accord, and I was allowed to step out of the castle walls without supervision. Lucas and Sebastian were still holed up in the den, chatting about their findings. Mrs. Manson had left to report the news to the humans in the village she had spoken of.It gave me the perfect opportunity to escape. To walk the garden grounds alone. The only place in this world where I truly felt at peace.I didn’t know if my decision to act as tribute was right, or if it would all be in vain. All I knew was that I needed to do it. That it was my only chance at finding Ava. And that if I stopped here—if I never saw Alpha Xavier again, I would never find her.I would spend my entire life wondering what happened to her. If she was alright.I couldn’t live with that. Especially after seeing how sickly and tired she looked on stage. And ever since that