Chapter 21

It has been a week since my party and the first time Tank spent the night with me. He has spent every night since in bed with me. Sometimes we make out like a couple of teenagers. Sometimes we just talk but both I enjoy immensely. We still haven't made love yet. I thought it was because I was so inexperienced he was holding back or that he didn’t want to. I gathered up all my courage and asked him about it last night. He said it wasn’t because he didn’t want me. He wants me very much. So much that he is having a hard time holding back but he is.Tank told me he wants our first time together to be special to both of us. He doesn’t want it hurried. He wanted to take the time to enjoy and explore every inch of me. He doesn’t want it to be in the club where he has been with the bunnies. He feels it would be disrespectful to me. He says right now he is just happy to be able to sleep with me in his arms every night. Which happens a lot. Most of the time I fa