After the shit show that was Brit was over I decided it was the perfect time to take Lilly for a ride. I wrapped my arms around Lilly’s waist. “ Come with me, sweetheart. I have a surprise for you.” Lilly squealed in excitement “ A surprise for me. What is it?” I laughed, “ It wouldn’t be a surprise if I told you.” “ Let’s go then. I can’t wait. Come on Harley. Tank has a surprise for us.” “ Lilly, hold on. I have arranged for Goof to take Harley for us. He is meeting us there.” Lilly nods but I can see she is unsure. “ Sweetheart, I'm taking you to your surprise on the back of my bike. Harley can’t ride yet. But he will be there when we get there. And Harley likes Goof.” “ Ok. I trust you.” With that settled I had Harley over to Goof and lead Lilly out to my bike.
I have thought long and hard about how to get Lilly
Sorry, it took so long to update the new chapters. Having a kid with a nasty cold sucks sometimes. Thanks for understanding.
Tank After dinner I threw out the styrofoam containers and Lilly and I took Harley out for a walk in the backyard. The sun was just starting to set, painting the sky in oranges, pinks, purples and light shades of blue. I described it all for Lilly. From the fluffy clouds to the sinking sun. Before Lilly lost her vision I had never given thought to simple things like sunsets. Or the feel of a blanket. Or the smell of flowers. But every day with Lilly is a new adventure. Learning new things together and appreciating old things that I took for granted. I wish that it hadn’t taken Lilly’s accident to wake me up. But I am happy I am now. I made a vow to myself not to waste a single day with my girl. After our walk Lilly took a shower first and now it is my turn. I left her resting in our bed for our first night in our house. I
Tank Tonight was the night we were meeting at Grif’s. I have Lilly staying at the house with Neil, Connor and the rest of the band. While I’m going to find the guy who has tried to kidnap her Lilly is having a last minute session to finalise all the details for the show. I can’t believe it is already here. I’m excited for Lilly and I’m looking forward to seeing her on stage again. I know it will have a better ending than the last time.I want to get this recon over with for multiple reasons. One is it is a step closer to getting the main guy after Lilly. Which means we are closer to ending this. And the second is that Lilly told me she has a surprise for me when I return. She won’t tell me what it is but she had a devilish smirk on her face that tells me she
BritBefore that drunken idiot interfered I was getting some information from the guy but not enough. I know he is working for someone who wants Lilly and his name is Gab. After I got rid of the drunk I turned to follow Gab out the back where I saw him disappear too. When I get there my hopes of getting more information and his help are flushed down the drain. When I open the door I see Thor and Ace. Fuck the Renegades have got him before I could. I can’t go to the club house so I need to find some help.I pull out my phone and call one of my bunny friends. On the third ring she answers “ This better be good. Just talking to you could get me thrown out and you aren’t worth the trouble.” “ Just shut up Nessa and listen. You want to get back at Merigold and Lilly?” I ask. Nessa is still pissed that Merigol
LillyI got Axel to give me a ride to the clubhouse since he was on his way there. Tank had called and said he wanted to work out after he was done with club business. He offered to come to get me since I have my last fitting with Anna, but Merigold said I should call Axel since he was on his way. So now with Axel’s help, Harley and I are walking in the club. This is my last down day before the concert. I can’t believe it is just two days away. So saying I’m nervous is a joke. On the outside, I keep up appearances that I am fine. But inside I’m freaking out. What if they don’t want me back. What if I can’t sing as well? What if I fall off the stage? What if I forget a dance step? All of this and more go through my head on a daily basis. But I did this before and I’m going to do it again. I’m not going to let my fears get the best of me. But enough about my
LillyAnna comes up to me and leads into my old room. She helps me get undressed and into my costume. I stay silent the whole time. I don’t want to talk. I’m too embarrassed. I guess I left marks on Tank’s back and neck. I know I scratched him and bit him. But he told me it wasn't a big deal. So I believed him. I mean it wasn’t like he was going to walk around without a shirt on right? How was I supposed to know when I said he was sweaty, he would take his shirt off to wipe himself down. And judging by his reaction he didn’t know the marks were still there. It was embarrassing enough that everyone saw what I did. But when the jokes and wise cracks started that was so much worse. I had to leave before I began to cry in front of everyone. I know it is common for the guys to cut up with each other. I’m used to it. But when the jokes are directed at me
LillyAfter the meeting, everyone left to go about their day. Tank and remained in the booth just holding each other. It is like since he found out I was using myself as bait he is afraid to let me go. Not that I mind being in his lap. There is nothing sexual about it, just comfort. For him or me or both, I’m not sure. I don’t know how long we sat there before Tank said “ Lilly, I was going to try to surprise you with this but after some thought, I decided it wouldn’t be a good idea.” I rub my hand under his kutte to his back. “ What is it, honey?”He kisses my forehead “ I like it when you call me honey. And Nick. I like them both. It makes me smile.” I smile “If it makes you smile then I will make a point to call you it more often. You are even more handsome when y
Lilly Tonight is the night I have dreaded and looked forward to at the same time. My comeback concert. Tank has spent most of the day with the security team to go over last minute details. Lug Nut and the rest of the band have gone to Harry’s to set up the equipment. After they get into their costumes they are coming to pick me up. Me, I’m relaxing in the tub to try and let all my worries go away. I refuse to let my mind get carried away with what if’s and what could go wrong. I know things can happen but we have extra security. All the equipment has been checked. The playlists and dance routines have been worked out to the last detail. I’m just going to enjoy the night being back on stage. Anna comes over to help me with my makeup and hair about an hour before we need to leave. She tells me she is doing something differ
BritI finally got the information I needed from Nessa. I got a text from her late last night with a name and phone number.As well as where the bitch Lilly will be today. Nessa said that Lilly will be without her precious guards. Nessa also said that she would have more details this morning and would send them to me. I called this Constantine fellow last night and had to do some convincing and damn near begging for him to agree to meet me. So that is where I am now. In some nasty ass run-down diner he chose at this early hour. The sun isn’t even up yet for crying out loud. I wish this guy would hurry the hell up. I didn’t want to be in this place any longer than I had to.Finally the door to the diner opened and a guy walked in. He looked like he hadn’t slept in days. Or bathed. His clothes were nasty, stained and had hol