Chapter 25

I was too independent before. Mas'yado akong nakampante na palagi ay kaya ko at palagi ay kaya kong masolusyunang mag-isa ang mga problema ko.

Nguni't gumuho ang lahat ng biglang nalang nagsunod-sunod ang problema ko. Nagsunod-sunod ang pagkawala nila ng lahat saakin. Akala ko kaya ko. Akala ko ay madali lang akong makakabangon.

But then, it's not that easy to take another step after having the darkest days of my whole life.

I'm not sure how I'm going to take another step after falling into a deep hole.

I failed to achieve my dreams. I lost my brother. I lost my mom. I lost my dad and I lost my bestfriend.

There was no one left to hold me and tell me that everything was going to be okay. No one was there to comfort me. I hug and comfort myself instead.

The pain inside me didn't leave. I remember how I mourned for my best friend alone. I remember how I cried in front of her grave.

Ni hindi ko napansin noon na may kakaiba sa kanya... Hindi ko alam na 'yung best friend kong inakala k