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Chapter 43 - No Judgment
Two weeks later Kane's house
It's Friday night, and I thought I would invite a few friends over. Jay, my cousin and my childhood friend Sam and their partners came through. Shalom and I have been cooped up in the house for a week. We wanted to be alone so we could reconnect, we needed to talk.
I took time off work and she came and slept over every night. I told her stories about my mother. I shared how much I miss having her around. I didn't realize I was mourning for the times she's going to miss out on my life until the moment we talked about it.
I am heartbroken that she will never know my children and they will never know her. She was an incredible woman and I know she would have loved them with all her heart.
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