I open my eyes and look at the watch on the bedside table. The red glow of the numbers declares that it's 3 am. I can feel Shalom tossing and turning in the bed behind me. I listen for the sound of the baby feeding but there is none. Renee is sleeping, I turn around and look at her. Her back is to me, I place my hand on her back and rub it gently.
"Can't sleep?" I ask into the silent dark room.
"Yeah, I can't seem to." She says turning over to face me.
"Is there anything I can do to help?" I ask and I feel her hand rest on my chest.
"I don't think so." She says breathing slowly.
"Do you need some water, milk or juice? I can get you something to drink." I say already getting out of bed. I turn on the side lamp so I can see where I'm going.
"No." She says grabbing my arm. She pulls me back to the bed and she wraps herself around me the moment I am back in place opposite her. " Don't go. You're perfect right
"Welcome home." I declare when Kane walks into the kitchen. He smiles the moment his eyes land on me. "Thank you, baby." He says walking toward me. He wraps his arms around me the moment he's close enough. "It feels to be home." He says kissing my neck softly. "I have a surprise for you," I say when he lets go of me. I gesture to the pizza and wine on the table behind me. "My mother has Renee for the night and we have the house to ourselves tonight," I say opening my robe. His jaw falls on the floor when I reveal the lingerie set I have on. "Whoa!" He says grabbing me by the hips. I sigh at the feel of his hands on me. It feels incredible. "Baby!" He exclaims his voice just a whisper."You look amazing." He adds as he leans in to give me a kiss. I open my mouth and welcome his tongue. He kisses me until I'm breathless. "We have to eat first," I say when he breaks the kiss and we finally come up for air. "I kn
I stand up from the chair and walk from the kitchen to our bedroom. I have every intention of making love to her with all of my might. I want to hear her scream my name as I bury myself deep in her folds. I place her on the bed. She sits up placing her feet on the ground. She looks up at me lust written all over her face. I make quick work of taking off my clothes and knee in front of her. I grab both of her thighs and pull her towards me. I guide her to lie on her back. I place my nose on her mound and breathe in."I missed this," I say rubbing my entire face on her pussy. I slide her panties to the side and stare at her. "Mine." I declare and touch the tip of my tongue on her opening. She moans when I flatten my tongue and lick her from her opening to the clit."Baby." She says breathless."Take this off," I say straightening up. I watch her get up from the bed slowly. She stands up looking down at me. I wait looking
"Hi," She says when she finally comes down from the high of her orgasm."Hi," I say guiding her onto her back. I place myself between her legs and look down at her."I missed you." She says grabbing my face in both her hands."I missed you too," I say closing my eyes, enjoying her soft touch."Six weeks is a long time." She says pulling me in for a kiss. I smile when she places one sweet kiss on my brow, nose, both of my eyes and then my cheeks."It's a very long time," I say grabbing my cock. I rub her outer pussy lips and work my way to her clit."I thought I would have to wait forever to feel you inside of me." She says her voice sounding sobreathless.I guide myself into her unable to hold myself back. I groan at the feel of her pussy. This feels like home to me. "Oh, baby." She says when I thrust in and out of her slowly."My love," I say as we start t
At Dawn"Should I go and check on Renee" I ask into the darkness. "No" Kane says his hold on me getting tighter"What if she's having a hard time sleeping? This is her first time sleeping without me." I say feeling a little nervous. "She's fine. Your mother would have let us know if something was wrong." He says and I know it's true but I want to go check on her. "Do you want to go check on her anyway?" He asks knowing I can't take not knowing if she's okay. "I could just go and peak on them and then come back" I say and I feel his hold loosen. "Okay." He says and he lets me go completely. I get out of bed and get dressed quickly. "I'll be right back," I say kissing him on the cheek. I head out of our bedroom and head to the other side of the house. Kane bought us the perfect house. It has two wings, meaning my mother can live with us but still have her own privacy. When I get to her door I push it as lightly as possible so I don't wake them up. When I walk I can see Renee sl
Two weeks later. Renee is officially 2 months old today. She's growing up so fast. I marvel at how much she changes with every new day. She's going to be talking soon if I don't watch out. I'm having yet another slow morning but if I'm being honest I'm itching to go back to work. I'm growing tired of my quiet days. I miss having something to do. But I know I have to be more patient with myself. I'm lucky to be able to take time off to take care of my baby. I worked hard enough during pregnancy to do this. I really don't have to go back for the next twelve months. This morning Renee and I are chilling on the huge sofa in the living room. She's taking yet another nap on her baby pillow. I'm trying to read a book that's been on my reading list for a while now. My phone vibrates suddenly and I almost jump out of my skin. I don't know how Renee will react to the buzzing. I don't she's ever felt that before. I remove the phone from the sofa and look at it. I don't know the number tha
"What did you say?" I ask genuinely shocked. He didn't just do that to me."I mean it." He says and I can hear the smile in his voice."You can't say that about other people's children," I say and he sighs."Well, I just feel terrible that I fucked up a good thing. I guess I needed to find a good way to say that." He says and I'm quite not sure what to say to that. Is he trying to apologize right now? "I should have been more patient and understanding of your needs." He says and I remove the phone from my ear. I don't know if I should be listening to this. I feel like I should end the phone call."Why are we even talking about this?" I ask placing him on speaker. "I don't think bringing up the past is a good thing anyway," I say hoping he'll stop talking about this."Let's just say that I've had time to think and I have seen the error of my ways." He says and my heart sinks. I don't want to hear this right now. I don't care about
"Hey," Shalom says looking back at me. I stare at her not sure what I just heard. Everything in my being wants to demand that she tell me who she was talking with and what the whole conversation was about. I know I heard that guy say my daughter was meant to be his. He woke up a very dark part of me no one want to see. "Hey," I say walking into the room. I sit at the far end of the sofa. I place my hand on Renee's belly as she breathes in and out slowly."How was your day?" She asks after a moment of silence, I can feel her staring at me. I know she's wondering what's going on in my head. The truth is I feel extremely possessive of my family. I don't like the thought of another man imagining himself in my position. I will never let anyone be in my position. This is forever. But at the same time I don't know how to have this conversation with her without letting loose this posesiveness I feel."It was good. I was able to knock off early for the
"I have a request," Kane says after our intense conversation about exes. I know he hasn't said anything bad but I know he has emotions about what Thomas said. I can tell he heard the whole conversation and to be honest I would be pissed if someone said those things about my daughter."Yes?" I ask and he kisses Renee's forehead. I look at him and smile at his daughter."I want to take you on a date tomorrow night," He says and I smile. I didn't expect him to say that. I thought he was going to tell me to stop talking to exes. I was sure he was going to start a serious fight. "Please wear a nice dress and shoes and do the makeup thing by eight." He says and I smile nodding. "Okay," I say shyly. "Do I get to know where we're going?" I ask getting excited. This is going to be our first date since having the baby. I am looking forward to having an adult-only night out."Nope." He says plainly and I laugh."I have to know w