Mathew pulls me aside when we're alone.
"You're going to tell her to leave right?" He asks when he's sure no one can hear us. "I was thinking Shalom and I should leave. I can't throw her out of the party, she's going to cause a scene." I say and Mathew looks at me like I'm crazy.You can't leave." Jay says coming into the room."But we can't stay I don't want to put Shalom through anymore stress." I say and the both of them shakes their heads at me disapproving."I want you here not her. I'll ask her to leave." Jay says and he starts walking back to where Olive is. I grab his arm quickly to stop him."I don't want to create drama and I know Olive is going to act a fool once you ask her to leave." I say and he frowns."I don't see what we have to spare her feelings. The two of you are not together and she wasn't invited so she shouldn't be here." Jay says all of it tru but I feel bad for Olive. I cWe're lying in bed. My muscles feel delicious after that hot bath and several orgasms. I stretch my body and moan in pleasure. My thigh touches Kane's and I make a happy sound. Life is beautiful right now."How do you feel about today?" He asks turning his body towards me and he wraps one arm over my body."Do you mean how do I feel about your ex's ambush," I say and he sighs. I smile and place my hand on his arm. He's getting tense with every passing second of me not answering his question."Yes. Are you mad at me?" He asks asking the real question."Should I be mad? Is there something I should be mad about?" I ask and he moves uncomfortably."There's nothing to be mad about." He says his voice steady."You would tell me if there was something to be mad about right ? You wouldn't lie to me I hope." I say and his arm gets firmer around me."Yes I would never lie to you." He says an
Mathew and Jay walk into the room looking like they were just told the worst news of their lives. Mathew gives me a look and I look back at him with a quizzical look. it's amazing how Olive is all smiles and everone else around her looks miserable."Thank you." Olive says smiling happily at Jay as he hands her a glass of champagne."You're welcome." Jay says taking a seat. He looks at me weirdly as well. What are they expecting me to say? I can't do anything here. If I start acting badly towards her I'm going to be the bitch that took her man and got mad about it.She knows that she has the upper hand here and she's going to use it to her advantage. I know she's pretending to be happy and she's acting like seeing Kane with someone else doesn't bother her but there's no way.I don't want to be there when this act blows up but I'm not going to contribute to it. All I have to do is sit back and mind my own business.
A few hours laterThe party is over, and most of Jay and Farrow's friends are gone. The only people that are left are Kane and I, Mathew and Caroline, Olive and Farrow's cousin. A few drinks have been had. We're no longer tense and the conversation has taken a turn."Wait, wait. wait. So you mean you've never given your boyfriend head?" Farrow asks her cousin shocked. I don't know when our conversation turned from medicine to sex but here we are. A room full of adults discussing her cousin's sexual exploits."No." She says smiling. Jay is staring at her horrified. "It's not that I've never done it before, it's just that I don't enjoy it." She add
"So what exactly about giving head don't you enjoy?" Caroline asks getting onto the conversation. I sigh and reach for my drink. I guess this is not over yet, "What I'm just curious. You hear people say they don't like doing it but they never actually explain why" Caroline says looking at me with a glint in her eyes. I shrug and she looks at Olive and then at Farrow's cousin. "Is it the feel of it? The?..." She says but doesn't finish the sentence.Kane clears his throat and he looks at me smiling. He has a different type of glint in his eyes as well. He needs to stop looking at me like that. He stares at my lips and then his eyes slowly caress my throat and then they move up to my eyes and then back to my lips. He licks his and my pussy spasms. I touch my throat and look away. He chuckles softly and places his hand on my thigh. This not the time or the place to be thinking about the shit we get up to when we're alone.
When we get home, I check in with the kids and find them in bed. It's late but I had to see them before I got to bed. My mother made sure Rene was fed and asleep. I need to remember to thank her in the morning.When I get to our bedroom Kane is in the bathroom, the bath water is running and he has candles on, bubble bath overflowing in the tub and he's completely naked."You look beautiful." I say walking into the bathroom. He's sitting on the closed toilet watching the tub fill up."Oh yeah?" He asks smiling at me."Yes. You look delicious." I say walking to the wall at the opposite side of the room and leaning on it. I take my time looking at him."Are you going to just stand there looking at me." He asks smiling."I don't see anything wrong with that. I love what I'm seeing." I say licking my lips appreciatively."I can think of better ways you can appreciate what you're looking at.
We're lying in bed. My muscles feel delicious after that hot bath and several orgasms. I stretch my body and moan in pleasure. My thigh touches Kane's and I make a happy sound. Life is beautiful right now."How do you feel about today?" He asks turning his body towards me and he wraps one arm over my body."Do you mean how do I feel about your ex's ambush," I say and he sighs. I smile and place my hand on his arm. He's getting tense with every passing second of me not answering his question."Yes. Are you mad at me?" He asks asking the real question."Should I be mad? Is there something I should be mad about?" I ask and he moves uncomfortably."There's nothing to be mad about." He says his voice steady."You would tell me if there was something to be mad about right ? You wouldn't lie to me I hope." I say and his arm gets firmer around me."Yes I would never lie to you." He says and I nod.&nbs
A week later at Shalom and Kane's house."Welcome," I say to Jay when I open the door. He smiles and walks with a six-pack of beer in one hand and a bottle of wine in the other."I come bearing gifts." He says as he walks in. "I brought options, just in case you want either." He says as he walks into the house through the living room and outside into the backyard."I appreciate options," I say and close the door. I walk to the kitchen and take two wine glasses and a wine opener. I follow him into the garden and find him sitting comfortably on the outdoor sitting staring at the fireplace with no fire on."Where's the lady of the house?" He says taking the wine opener from me. He opens the bottle and sets it aside to let it breathe."She went to the spa," I say and he smiles."I thought the spa was a no-go after the ex-boyfriend incident." He says and I laugh, It took a lot
I stare at my mother in shock. I didn't see this coming. She found me cooking dinner in the kitchen. It's just her me and Rene in the house for the next few days. Kane is away on his boy's trip and Junior is going to be with his mother for the next twelve weeks. I was looking for the time with my mother and Rene but now that she dropped this bomb on me. I'm not sure if I should have told Kane to go after all. "When are you planning on moving out?" I ask still in disbelief. When she said she wanted to talk to me about something important. I didn't in a million years think she was planning on telling me this. She's moving in with her Professor boyfriend and she seems excited about it. I might be seeing things she looks younger and more vibrant all of a sudden. It's like this new chapter in her life has given her new life. I'm so excited for her. I am grateful that she found a man who loves and cherishes her. For a very long time, h