Beatrice
I gazed at the wardrobe crammed with luxurious clothes, all from the most renowned brands, the epitome of what money could acquire, yet none of it would be viable to take with me. I packed in the suitcase only the items I had brought to that residence a year ago.
Unlike that day when I arrived with a heart full of love and hope, now all that remained in my chest was bitterness and pain; I was about to distance myself from that house, which had never truly been my home.
After over a year of a frustrating marriage, in which I never truly experienced what it was to be loved by my husband, I made the difficult decision to end that doomed relationship where only one person fought for the couple's happiness, and that person was me. From this moment forward, Edward would no longer be part of my life, just as I would not be a part of his, and each of us would go our separate ways. With this perspective, I dismissed all the mansion staff that afternoon and awaited my husband's arrival, anticipating the moment when I would see him for the last time as mine.
I surveyed the spacious room, recalling our brief phone conversation that afternoon when I asked him to arrive earlier, and he promised to do so. However, Edward had made me the same promise before and did not keep it, just as he was doing at that moment. How many nights had I waited for his arrival, hoping for a normal marital relationship where he would make an effort to be with me? But that never happened throughout our entire marriage.
I poured myself some of his favorite whiskey, seeking the courage to do what I had decided, as I was certain that without that drink, I would not have the strength to move forward. I revisited all the memories of our scarce moments together, as he always avoided me, using various excuses to stay away from home as much as possible. However, they served as a reminder of how unloved I was by Edward.
I took a final sip of the drink just as I heard the gentle rumble of his car parking in front of our house. However, that day, the driver did not bring the boss's favorite Mercedes into the garage.
I watched him enter and step out of the shadows, lighting the lamp on the side table next to the armchair, and then stood up with the sole intention of facing him on equal terms, even though my height of five feet and nine inches was considerably shorter than his six feet and four inches.
"Oh!" he exclaimed, surprised by my presence in the darkened room, seated in his rightful place. "What are you doing here?"
I could have responded with so many things, among them the fact that I lived in that house and had every right to be sitting in the living room, waiting for my husband's arrival.
I didn't, however.
"I was waiting for you," I inform, trying to keep my voice free of all the sadness I carried with me. "We need to talk."
"Today is not a good time for that," he dismisses my presence, something that has become routine. "Tomorrow you can say what you want, as I'm tired today."
He doesn't wait to hear my response, already heading for the first step of the spiral staircase, ready to climb to his room, which I never had the privilege of sharing.
"I need to talk now! I can't wait any longer," I say, loud enough for me to hear.
He stops, seems to think about the situation, and returns to the center of the room, a sigh of resignation audibly escaping his inviting lips, which only touched mine once.
Edward never desired to consummate our marriage, always treating me with courtesy; he is an extremely kind but cold man.
"Tell me," he accepts to listen. "What do you have so important to tell me?"
"I want a divorce," I propose, feeling myself shatter into a thousand pieces.
Memories once again assail me, and the last few years flash through my mind, from the day my father asked me to make what he considered a small sacrifice in the name of something he loved like a son—his company.
Edward, however, was in a serious relationship with Louise Orleans, whom he truly loved, but still, he accepted the proposal made by his father's best friend, to whom he owed much respect and gratitude.
I understood that he never truly came to terms with having to separate from the woman he loved, and I felt that was why he always despised me, doing nothing to make us a real family.
The fact that he became even colder and more indifferent to me after receiving the wedding invitation from his beloved, who decided she couldn't wait for the duration of our contract and found another man to love, whom she married.
I could no longer bear his indifference and his excuses to never be at home, always working late and staunchly avoiding me when he was home.
With hands trembling from the emotion brought by memories, I hold the ring I've kept on my finger until now between my fingers and hand it over to Edward, as a way to put an end to our story.
"What do you intend with this?" he questions.
He sits down but doesn't appear sad or concerned about my request. Upon noticing the used glass next to the bottle of his preferred drink, he eyes me suspiciously but doesn't even ask if I've been drinking.
"I intend to clear your path, so you can finally find your happiness," I declare, trying to hold back tears. "I'm leaving this house, Edward."
"And where will you go?" Despite the question, he doesn't seem genuinely concerned about my destination.
"That's a question I don't intend to answer," I say, feeling the first teardrop onto my face. "I'm leaving your life and this house, and that's all that matters."
I place the ring on the sideboard and wait for him to ask me not to leave, to say he loves me and will change, to try to make our marriage something real at last. But not a word escapes his lips.
"This is a very serious decision, Beatrice," Edward asserts, his tone gentle. "You must think carefully before deciding this, so you won't regret it later."
If I weren't suffering so much, I might have laughed at his gentle warning.
"I've thought about it very carefully, Edward. I've thought for twelve months. A long year!"
I try not to raise my voice, but it's so hard to be cold when everything inside is about to explode.
"I see that you're sure of what you're doing," he says calmly.
"Our lawyer has prepared all the divorce paperwork, and I've already signed everything," I inform him. "He'll send the documents to your office; you just need to sign, and we'll be officially separated. You'll be free from me."
"Is this really what you want?" he asks. "I know you say you're sure about your decision, but I need to be sure. I have a debt of honor to our parents and their story, and I don't want you to suffer."
"Yes, I am certain of what I am doing," I confirmed, even though my heart screams otherwise! "I don't want to part from you, Edward! But I need to do this. I need to start anew away from you."
"I understand your anguish." He dares to say, but his face is a mask of coldness and politeness. "I hope you'll be well and find what you're looking for, Beatrice."
"Goodbye, Edward," I say, my heart bleeding. "I hope you find what you're looking for too."
I leave the luxurious mansion and walk to the stone staircase, reaching the central courtyard where a car awaits me, as per my instructions to the driver. My only suitcase is already stowed inside the vehicle, and I get into the back seat, bravely holding back tears and trying my best not to collapse.
But my heart is aching, tears roll down my face, and I need a great deal of willpower not to crumble completely when I am suffering so much from the separation.
How can I live without the great love of a lifetime?
EdwardAfter Beatrice left the mansion, I walked to the bar almost in the center of my living room and poured a shot of my most expensive whisky into a glass, downing the entire contents in a single fiery gulp.I manage to maintain a neutral expression, but inside, the only prevailing feeling is the purest and most genuine relief.One thing is certain—I wasn't the least bit sad about Beatrice's decision to leave. Our marriage was merely a business contract, something I did solely out of consideration for my father's old friend.Once upon a time, I harbored a strong passion for Beatrice, but everything changed when I found her kissing her cousin Sebastian. That night, I realized their feelings were not just those of friendship or cousinly love. They felt something more for each other, and the biggest proof of that fact was the kiss I witnessed them exchange in Beatrice's garden.I had spoken to Beatrice that day, congratulating her on her eighteenth birthday and promising to be in Kent
BeatriceSurprisingly, I quickly found an excellent job opportunity. I had sent out several resumes and contacted friends I had studied with at university, so when I received a call inviting me for an interview at a nationwide newspaper, I was thrilled to see my efforts rewarded so quickly. Staying at home was not an option, especially when my friends were together. Janet and Charles, her husband, being together made me feel affected by the love they showed each other. It's hard to understand why my marriage went so wrong. So, when I was selected for the position at the Daily News, I was thrilled, not just for the job but also for the great offer I received.Just five days after filing for divorce, I was starting work at the Daily News. I worked in the newspaper's gossip column, in the entertainment section, something I would need to adapt to. Although I didn't exactly like topics related to famous people, I needed that job to get out of the melancholy I was in. I didn't mind the fact
AndrewSince the moment Beatrice joined the newspaper owned by my father, of which I am the sole heir, her difficulty in keeping up with the frenetic pace of high society news and the approach used to attract readers to this column was evident. However, every day, she adapted better, flourishing in all directions, and surpassing even my expectations. Her ability to ask questions, in a non-invasive manner, captivates those she is interviewing.But, from the very moment I set eyes on Beatrice, I was captivated by her shyness, which made her blush when I offered my help in case she felt lost in her new job at the newspaper. Her gray eyes avoided mine as I tried to admire her stunning beauty, completely mesmerized by the newest member of the team.Over time, I realized how naturally timid and reserved she was. I deduced that she had been raised traditionally. As we grew closer, she shared a bit of her past, and I was surprised to learn that she had been married before. However, this didn'
BeatriceNow that I found myself in the ballroom, a strong suspicion hung over me: the looks directed at me seemed full of speculation, focusing mainly on my companion, Andrew. Regret began to creep in, generating growing discomfort.I was seriously considering the idea of stepping back and leaving as quickly as possible. However, Andrew had the sensitivity to sense my apprehension. With a simple glance in my direction, he dispelled my concerns. He was by my side, and that was what truly mattered.That message conveyed in our exchanged glances filled me with the courage to continue, facing the curious looks around us. We walked together, our hands intertwined, and Andrew greeted various people along the way. The way people treated him made it clear that their respect and the pursuit of his attention were not simply due to h
BeatriceWhen we arrived in front of my friend's house, Andrew circled the car and opened the door for me, demonstrating his kindness once again. I couldn't stay angry with him; after all, he had taken me to the party with the best intentions."Thank you for everything, Andrew," I expressed gratitude, already outside the car.He cleared his throat, indicating that he wanted to say something but was embarrassed. I waited in anticipation."I... um-hum!" Andrew started, trying to find the words. "You look beautiful, Beatrice."I was surprised to realize what he wanted to say."Oh!" I responded, taken aback. "Thank you!""I wanted to tell you that
EdwardI felt my jaw tense with frustration as I looked out the window of my office and remembered the night of the gala. The memories of Saturday night were still very fresh in my mind.On that night, I was accompanied by Mila Durant, a beautiful French model I had recently met. We were enveloped in an atmosphere of luxury and sophistication, surrounded by a crowd of familiar faces from high society. But among all those familiar faces, there was one I didn't expect to see: Beatrice.I relived once again all the feelings that flooded me when I spotted Beatrice at the ball. My heart even gave an unpleasant leap. The last time I had seen her before that was when our marriage was crumbling, and to think that at the party, she was radiant, elegantly dressed, and simply stunning. She was in the company of Joel Smith's son, the influential owner of the newspaper where my ex-wife now works.I felt a deep discomfort in my chest. Seeing Beatrice there, splendid and well-accompanied, stirred my
BeatriceThe next day, close to the end of the workday, Andrew sent me a message informing me that he needed to leave London to attend to some important business and had to cancel our meeting."I can't believe he's canceling our commitment at the last minute like this!" I muttered to myself, the indignation making me sigh in frustration.It seemed that Andrew and Edward were alike, prioritizing their important businesses, and to sum it up, I wasn't a priority in the life of my new suitor.I was lost in these thoughts as I left the newspaper office, and it took me a moment to recognize the man standing next to the luxurious car on the same street where I was now walking."Edward!" I said."How are you, Beatrice?" he asked in an extremely cynical tone, a smirk on his lips. "I hope you're well.""What are you doing here?" I didn't answer his question because I felt lost. What was Edward doing there? He also didn't respond to my inquiries and approached me with large steps, getting very c
AndrewDue to some urgent business, I ended up canceling my meeting with Beatrice, and after returning to London, I found that she was upset with me, probably for this same reason. I tried calling her and sending messages, but Beatrice didn't answer any of the times and didn't respond to my messages either. I was feeling worried because I was enjoying her company, and I felt that our relationship was strengthening a little more with each passing day.Now, everything has changed, and it seems like we're back to square one. On Saturday night, I ended up agreeing to go out to dinner with an old friend with whom I share a great friendship. When I arrive at the restaurant, I see Beatrice's ex-husband, Edward Maddock. That worsened my mood, which wasn't the best to begin with."Do you know Maddock personally?" Justin Campbell, with whom I attended college at Oxford, asks.His concern is not unfounded, after all, Maddock couldn't take his eyes off my table, which was starting to irritate me.