DanaWhen we got home, I couldn't bring myself to get into bed with Jeremy."What's wrong? Is it because of your mother?" he asked.Mom's words kept echoing in my mind. Guilt overwhelmed me, and I couldn't stop thinking about the wrong decision I made to marry Jeremy. I gambled on an idea of happiness that wouldn't work out. It's not right to marry someone you don't love, but I did it anyway.I felt like a terrible person. I didn't know how to fix what I had done. Jeremy deserved an explanation.He sat on the bed and patted the mattress for me to sit beside him."I'm so sorry, Jeremy," I covered my face in shame."Why are you sorry? Whatever your mother says doesn't matter. We're living our lives, Dana.""I married you because I saw an opportunity to rebuild my life and be happy again. But you know the truth, Jeremy," I grimaced."The truth? You love Demian, I know. You don't love me. We don't have to have this conversation, Dana. I know why I married you, and I'm not stupid. I know w
DanaThe closeness of Demian to my face made me nervous. I fell into temptation to look at his lips for a second and had to calm my impulses to kiss him. I didn't intend to stoop for him. A stupid kiss wasn't worth it. I had to control myself and not lose my mind.Jeremy would arrive any second, and I didn't want him to see Demian and me so close to each other.Demian knew the power he had over me. He read my gaze and noticed how sad I felt. My eyes reflected the love my heart had for him. But I was tired of Demian doing as he pleased and playing with me like that.I pushed him with all the strength I had and stepped away. Demian was surprised."Don't do that," I pointed with my finger."Don't you dare say nonsense," he warned."For once in your life, can you put yourself in my place? I think so poorly of you because you disappeared for over a week and didn't even answer my calls and messages.""I had to take care of an important matter.""More important than our children?""Rachel is
DemianNever in my life had I experienced an earthquake firsthand.When I felt the earth move, I thought of Dana. It was the only thing I could think of. It was automatic. And it had nothing to do with her being in front of me. I just knew I was so afraid that something would happen to her or my children.I hugged her and shielded her with my arms so that nothing would happen to her. The ceiling released dust, and parts of it fell. I feared the roof would crush us. The hotel was luxurious but old.The earthquake didn't take long to end, but Dana was still scared to death. We went to the lounge with the guests. As we walked, I felt relieved that nothing bad happened to her. As angry as I was, I couldn't bear for anything to happen to her. Especially not in my presence.I guess Dana still mattered to me a little. But not romantically. Dana betrayed me and broke my heart, and I could never forgive her for that. Dana didn't deserve my love. If I was close to Dana, it was because of our ch
DanaHis mouth against mine sparked an existential crisis within me.He had no idea, but his lips on mine were like a drug. The way he kissed me was addictive, and I needed more of him. The sensation that coursed through my entire body was exquisite. No one had ever made me feel like Demian did. He had something different from the rest. I didn't know what it was, but I didn't want it to end. I felt doomed. Demian could stir up a roller coaster of emotions within me, but this feeling was worth it.My mind fought against my heart. The constant battle continued, and there was no intention of a truce. The conflict between reason and feeling would never end. Demian had me trapped incredibly. A single look from him caused my breath to shorten or quicken. Not to mention his kisses.Demian had me pinned against the wall, kissing me as if we were still together. Heat seeped into the room, and my breathing became erratic.Demian was doing this because he was drunk. He probably didn't remember w
DanaJeremy had a hunch about what happened.He sat me down on the couch and brought me a glass of water to calm me down."Can you tell me what all that was about? What was Demian doing here? He was drunk. You should have called me so I could come right away.""He arrived a while before you. I don't know why he came here, or why he got drunk. I didn't know he was coming. He barged into the house without permission."Jeremy scanned my face carefully, searching for answers."What did you talk about?""Not much," I replied. It wasn't a lie, but I was missing an important detail."Dana, if something happened, I need you to tell me. Demian mentioned that something happened. Did you kiss?" he raised his eyebrows.He knew. Jeremy could read my thoughts. He wasn't foolish."Why do you think that?" my eyes filled with tears. I was afraid Jeremy knew the truth and would leave me. I didn't want to get divorced again. Jeremy was all I had left, and I cared about him deeply."Because you have lips
DanaThe tension in the air could be cut with a knife.Both wanted to kill each other, but I wasn't going to allow them to start a fight in the street. Demian's eagerness to stir up trouble between Jeremy and me got on my nerves, but we didn't have to play along. Demian was seeking a response from us, and we were giving it to him.I took Jeremy by the arm and forced him to walk towards our car. There was no point in continuing to fight."Where do you think you're going, Dana?" Demian asked, but I ignored him.I got into the car with Jeremy and forced him to start the damn car. Jeremy reluctantly obeyed me. He kept looking at Demian the whole time."Stop looking at him," I ordered. "That's what he wants.""I can't. He kissed you last night, Dana. In my house. You're my wife. Do you understand? I can't let him get away with it. I'll go tell Rachel what happened," he said as he started the car's engine and began to drive.Demian stayed behind us. He watched us as the car drove away from
DanaI had never seen Demian so excited, not even on our wedding night.Demian had tears in his eyes. But he was trying to appear tough. I've known him for years. I know he's not the person I thought he was, but there were certain attitudes and gestures of his that were ingrained, and I recognized them perfectly.Demian made me tear up, but I did shed tears. It wasn't the first time I saw my children inside me, but it was the first time I shared this unique moment with Demian. I suppose I got sensitive because of that."Wow, they're so beautiful. Don't you think?" Demian asked me.It seemed as if we had never been divorced. Demian's attitude was different from the man I encountered outside the house. The person beside me had a different energy. I felt that, for a moment, the Demian from before had returned. I guess that was what worried me the most because Demian would change his attitude as soon as he crossed the door."They're beautiful. I wonder who they'll resemble. I can't wait t
DemianEverything stirred within me when I saw our children on the screen. I felt like I was in another world, unable to wake up.The world ceased to exist for me. My heart raced a mile a minute, and a smile crept onto my face without permission. I imagined a life with my children and saw myself buying them toys and walking them to school hand in hand. I smiled because, for a moment, I felt complete.It had been a long time since I felt this way. I thought I would never feel so excited again. The last time was when I found out I would be a father to my future wife's child, but I lost the feeling of happiness due to the pain and anger generated by everything that happened with Dana.I held back the tears. But I did something unexpected: I kissed Dana's hand. But I kissed it tenderly.Why the hell did I kiss her tenderly? I didn't love her. I didn't care for her. Not after everything she did to me. Dana didn't deserve that from me.But my hand kept holding hers. They were stuck together