Chapter 36

"Saying you are sorry isn't going to erase the pain and nightmares Zander. The day you rejected me, you killed a part of me, but last week, you killed me. I feel nothing, I am numb to everything except for the love I have for my baby"I tell him.

"But I love you.I want to be with you, I can't leave without you baby, please don't leave me"he pleads

"You don't love me Zander, you only do now because you found out my sister betrayed you. I don't want to be a second best to you or anyone. We can't be together but I won't stop you from being in your baby's life. But you and we are done. I have the council annualing our marriage, please don't fight this. I just want to rest"I tell him

But he immediately hugs me tightly, surprising me.

I didn't know what he is saying but he kept whispering those words until he falls asleep.

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As the days goes by, Zander begins to accept the reality of us not being together but he has become super protective of me. Following me everywhere I go and being my si