Chapter 34: Hitman

After leaving Nicholas behind, I didn't go home directly. I was crying heavily and my face was blurred with tear. Not good for someone who's driving huh? Well, I also thought the same the fact that I wasn't seeing very well. 

I quickly parked at a park and cried all I could. Now I believed my mom when she told me men would forever be men, even though she later changed that statement and said men aren't that bad after all and also aren't the same. 

I wouldn't argue about men not being the same but I believed they have a lot of things in common. Steven had been nice to me but that doesn't mean he wouldn't change his mind on me in the future if he had to, men can change in the blink of an eye. I learned that the had way. 

When Nicholas left me for Lena, I almost committed suicide because I believed I had no reason to keep living. However Steven saved me and gave me a reason to keep living. And now I just felt like I shouldn't have listened to him,