All in my head

When I didn’t feel his hands on my throat, I opened my eyes to look at him, He had this look of horror on his face, and an emotion flashed across his face that I couldn’t put a name to.

We both stared at each other for a full minute and said nothing. He broke the silence.

“I won’t force you to do anything, you can sleep here.”

He left me standing there feeling like a fool, I didn’t know why but I felt like I had done something wrong, something I shouldn’t.

I dragged my foot back to my bed and hugged my pillow.

Sleeping alone in a room without a balcony wasn’t nice, I couldn’t help but feel lonely. Indulging in sexual pleasurable activities with Carlos always took us two steps backward. I didn’t want to sleep in this room tonight so when I heard a knock on my door, I thought it was him and jumped to open the door.

I realized it wasn’t Carlos even before I saw Zade, Carlos wasn’t the knocking type.

“Hey.” He greeted me and didn’t even attempt to come in. Why couldn’t Carlos be more like