Rosa POV.
I go completely still with his words. That conniving little bitch has been wiping my memories. So this is all true! More reason to put me down. If I’m dead, then neither of them can do jack shit!
“Ok, I believe you. So what do we do?” I ask as my skin sizzles and I wince.
“Please remove the restraints. I am willing to do what is needed to protect the world.” I say I look down and think if they release me, I can run again and then I can take matters into my own hands. I can jump to my death or I could poke a bear. Or anything, really. All I know is that I can’t go back into the world. I have been away too long for that to work.
“I will remove the wrist restraints, but the collar needs to stay on.” Well, that is better than anything, really. If I go ahead with the plan to end myself, at least neither Cece nor Jadara can then stop me.
My mom comes close to me with the key and I hold my arms out and she unlocks each cuff and they fall onto the bed, taking some of my burnt skin with them, and I scream out.
“Mother fucker!” I scream. My eyes screwed shut tight when she bites her wrist.
“Rosa, open your mouth.” She says, and I open my mouth and tilt my head back as tears stream down the side of my face.
“Good, you are healing.” She says and I open my eyes and look at my wrists and they are healed and there are no scars. I breathe a breath of relief.
“What about the collar? That is burning too.” I say and they look at me like they are going to fall for it. Of course they won’t. I huff out a breath and cross my legs on the bed.
“Ok, well, this was nice. Can I go now?” I ask and my dad chuckles as he moves and sits next to me.
“I’m afraid not, sweetie. You will be staying with Charlie.” My eyes widen. You have got to be bloody kidding me?
“What? No, I am not staying with him. He caused all this, dad. There is no bond. I don’t even want to look at him or be near him, for that matter. Besides, he has responsibilities and I will not be responsible for him fucking up his family life.” I say and fold my arms over my chest and look anywhere but at Charlie.
“Rosa, I don’t have a ...”
“Save it. I don’t want to know. Whatever your deal is with my parents, then I would say it’s fulfilled. With this collar on, they are contained, right?” I ask, looking at my mom and dad, not sparing Charlie a glance, and my mom nods her head.
“Excellent, then we have nothing to worry about. Now, if you don’t mind, I would like to use the bathroom. Instead of coping a squat behind a damn bush.” I stand and move towards the door.
“Rosa, bathroom is through there.” Charlie says as I hang my head. Ok hopefully there is a window or something.
“Thank you.” I say as I turn and shoulder barge him in his arm as I move past him into the bathroom. I slam the door behind me and I lean against it. I look around ok it is nice in here. I’m not lying. I could really use the toilet, so I do. Once I’m done, I turn the tap on and oh my god, hot water. I moan as I wash my hands and rid my arms of the blood looking up at the window above the toilet. Perfect.
“Rosa, what are you doing in there?” Charlie’s voice rings out and I smirk at myself in the mirror, which is now steaming up.
“Washing the blood away let me have a few minutes, for fuck’s sake. It has been a while since I’ve had hot water.” I say and he sighs. I take my finger and write, Bye Fish Boy! With a smiley face on the mirror, and turn the taps full and creep towards the toilet.
I close the lid quietly and stand on it. I unlock the window and pull myself up and use my foot to flush the toilet as I wiggle out of the window.
I drop down on to the soft ground and scramble up to my feet. I smile and take off running. I turn as I jog and give the finger to the cabin.
“Sayonara fucker!” I run, trying to figure out where I am and find a path, so I push on faster and harder as my throat burns. When I hear a howl, my eyes go wide as I turn my head, looking for them. When I turn back around and bounce off something and land on my ass.
“Ouch!” I look up, rubbing my head and see the smirk and raised eyebrow of Charlie.
“And where do you think you are going?” well shit! He chuckles and offers me his hand and I take it and pull myself up and dust my pants down.
“I wanted fresh air. See fresh air.” I say breathing in big lung fulls as I catch my breath. Before I take my chance and run again, only to be lifted in muscular arms. His arms wrap around my waist as I’m hauled up, my back to his chest, and I scratch and wiggle to break his hold.
“Rosa, you keep doing that and it won’t make a difference or have you forgotten I am stronger and bigger than you. little ass!” I throw my head backwards, hoping to catch his face, but hit his hard chest.
“Why are you so damn hard?” I ask when he laughs out loud. My face burns with embarrassment.
“I didn’t mean what you think. I mean, your chest is so ... Never mind. Put me down Charlie.” I say, and I wriggle more to get down when he lifts me higher and my feet dangle. It sucks being short. I fold my arms over my chest as he carries me back towards the cabin.
Well, that didn’t work out as planned, did it? As we approach the cabin again, I see my mom and dad outside. Mom is standing with her arms folded and her hip popped to the side and my dad is fighting a laugh. Yeah, it looks like they knew I was going to run. Fuck!
“Nice try Rosa. But you seem to forget we know you and your tricks. So, shall we start again?” I sigh and lean my head back, only to see Charlie smirking down at me.
“Fine, I will accept your help. Just put me down, you big oaf.” I say and he chuckles before he places me on the ground. I go to run again when he grabs me by the back of my shirt.
“Not so fast. You and I Rosa are going to be spending a lot of time together. Just like we did when we were kids. So come on, roomie, how bad can it be?” He paces his enormous arm over my shoulder, pulling me to his side. Goddess, what have I agreed to?
Rosa POV.Ok Rosa, you can do this. It has only been five years since you were last around people. You can do this. I keep chanting to myself the closer we get to town.Mom and dad left us with instructions for me to behave and to Charlie, well, they told him good luck and then left. So now I’m stuck with him in a car and I keep repeating the same thing over and over, hoping it will help.I can do this, I can do this, I can … I can’t do this, I’m not ready. My breathing comes out hard and fast as I look out of the window of the car at the faces of curious people. Not just wolves, but humans, too.“Charlie, stop the car, please.” He looks at me, but I’m ready to flee.“Rosa, are you o …”“STOP THE FUCKING CAR!” I shout as I am in the throes of having a huge panic attack. This is not good, not safe. No one is safe if I stay here. Hand’s grip my face as my heart is trying to break out of my chest with pain like a heart attack. I begin to feel lightheaded.“Breathe, Rosy. Come on, in and
Charlie POV.I watch as she walks away from me and looks around the house. We will both be staying in until she has both Cece and Jadara under control. It pains me to see the life has left her pretty jade green eyes, and she is more that ready to give up. But I won’t let her.Rosy, I mean Rosa, was always so fun to be around and now she looks defeated and scared of her own shadow. I will do everything in my power to help her regain control. Even if it kills me.“Charlie.” I look up at her and her eyes glisten with the tears she is trying to keep at bay.“Yes, Rosa. What is it?” I ask her as I move slowly towards her, but keeping a respectful distance from her, not wanting to spook her anymore than she already is.“I don’t have any clothes and I’m kind of hungry.” She says shyly and I smile softly as I move past her and take her hand and she jumps slightly. I remove my hand, realising she has had no human contact in five years and has been completely alone. I don’t want to push her too
Rosa POV.I stand in the open doorway in to what is now my bedroom. I fidget with my fingers and bite the inside of my bottom lip. This is going to be ok. I step into the room and debate with myself if I should close the door or keep it open.If I keep it open, I can pretend I am back in the cave. If I close it, I can let myself believe that I am normal. I scoff at that. Normal! Ha, there is nothing normal about any of this, or me, for that matter. I chose to keep the door open.I look at the bed and reach my hand out, but pull it back as I blink and shake my head. This won’t last long, so I won’t get too comfortable. I sigh and move to the chaise and take the blanket that was on the back of it. I set it on the plush cream coloured carpet and lay down facing the open door. I place my hands under my head and bring my knees to my chest.This is only temporary until I can figure something else out. I move to sit and tug the hood of the bathrobe up and tighten the sash and lay back down.
Rosa POV.I sit on the windowseat looking out over the back garden. What am I supposed to be doing? Charlie gave me another shot of liquid obsidian, and I still can’t feel anything.“I need to take this damn collar off.” With that, I pout as I stand up and move to the bathroom. I have now decided it would be best if I could try to sort this out before resorting to ending my life.So if it means trying to get Cece out and reconnecting with her, then so be it. As for the murderous psychotic oracle, she can stay in a damn coma for all I care. When I’m strong enough, I will try to engage her. Maybe I can I show her the world again from that of love.I scoff to myself. Yeah right. I don’t even love myself at the moment, so how am I to show her?I look in the mirror and move closer. I tilt my head to get a better look at the collar. I reach up and spin it around, looking for a lock or a clasp. But there is nothing. How the hell did they get it on?I sigh and drop my head, shaking it as I ch
Rosa POV.“Rosa, is she ok?” Odessa’s voice pulls me back as Cece whines in her sleep.“She is exhausted and seems to be in pain.” I say as I watch Cece in my head.“That is to be expected. She has spent the last five years separated from you. It would seem she was only able to shift under Jadara’s command. The barrier that not only you placed but that of what Jadara placed will have taken a lot of energy for her to break through. She will be ok in time. The important thing here is she is now back with you. Let her rest.” She says, and I give one last look at my sleeping wolf and open my eyes.“You did good, sweetie. She will be ok and so will you. Give her time.” Dragus says and I nod my head, feeling a headache form. It is strange to know I have her back, but I didn’t know the damage I was inflicting by keeping her out. The damage that not only I have endured, but she has too.Cece has endured more being stuck with that psycho bitch and all the things she was made to do for her. Thi
Charlie POV.“Odessa has just told her about the fae side of Jadara. Why didn’t you tell her when you found her again or, better yet, tell her when you knew all along?” Dragus asks me as we sit at the kitchen island having a drink.“Why didn’t you? You were with her for many years and neither you nor anyone else told her. You all only told her she was part oracle. So don’t put this solely at my feet. You all had the opportunity to tell her the truth, too. Why should it be down to me?” I ask him when he growls at me and I see his dragon flash in his eyes.“You were her mate. You had a better understanding about the oracle than she did. Your people still use them more so than the rest of the world, but not so much anymore. It shouldn’t be down to us to tell her. But then again, you don’t know the horrors of what Jadara has truly done or why she was killed in the first place, and do you want to know why?” he asks as he huffs out smoke from his nostrils.“Go on.” I say with a scoff.“Beca
Rosa POV.It has been two weeks since I was brought to this new prison. Every night I have nightmares of blood and hearing Jadara’s manic laughter and the words she utters all the damn time. You belong to me!“Rosa, Rosa. Are you listening to what I have just told you?” I snap out of my thoughts and look at Charlie in a daze. Yes, he is still here. He has been helping with Odessa. The training has taken me back to basics. To harness the natural energy around me. To remain calm but also the physical training. A healthy and strong body in turns creates a healthy and strong mind.Odessa has been teaching me to rebuild the walls in my head that surround the empty part that, according to Cece, is where Jadara is currently being held. So far she is still subdued, but the liquid obsidian is not having the desired effect anymore.At times, I can feel her. The dosage is being increased and I’m worried that it will cause me permanent damage.“Hmm. What were you asking?” I look at him, and he si
Charlie POV.I watch in shock at the transformation of Jadara. I knew she was strong, but not this strong.Odessa chants something and a bubble like barrier appears around Jadara, and she looks at me with her chilling white eyes and smirks at me.“Jadara, I have called you forward, and you need to listen to what I have to say.” Jadara looks from me to Odessa and she lifts her chin higher as she regards the other oracle in front of her. She touches the barrier around her and chuckles.“You think this can hold me, Odessa? Shall we test it out?” she places both her hands on it and groans before she removes her hands. She looks at her hands in a silent question.“As I was saying. I have called upon you to give a warning. No, not a warning. A bit of good news for us, but bad news for you. So take it how you will. The gods may have given you the purpose to do what you want, but it would seem there was a slight loophole.” Jadara looks up and moves closer, but stops as she looks around.“You