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Ruins of a Sinner Their Wrong Little Bubble
NANLALAKI ang mga mata ko nang marating namin ni Zach ang dulong bahagi ng beach ng resort na 'to. Hindi katulad sa may bukanang bahagi ng beach, 'yung malapit sa mga villas, walang katao-tao ang bahaging ito. The bed of white sand and the sound of crashing waves were the things that greeted the both of us. No noise. No polluted air. And no trace of trash or plastic. Parang nasa ibang lugar kami bigla kahit na ang totoo ay nasa kabilang bahagi lang kami ng beach. My eyes scanned the whole place and my smile stretched on my lips when I noticed the magnificent rock formation on the most right end of the place. Pero mas lumawak ang ngiti ko nang mapansin ko ang tila isang malaking cottage na nakaset-up sa gitna ng buhangin, gamit ang puting kumot at kawayan. Nanlalaki ang mga mata ko nang mapansin ko ang isang pathway na patungo sa cottage na 'yon gamit ang mga nagkalat na piraso ng petals ng rosas. I sighed dreamily as I noticed a set of table for two on the side of the cottage. Mala
Ruins of a Sinner The Rose She Cherished
One year ago...I groaned when my cellphone's loud alarm woke me up from my deep slumber. Just shut the fuck up!Kinapa-kapa ko ang ilalim ng unan ko kung saan ko inilalagay ang aking cellphone bago matulog. Nakakunot ang noo kong pinatay ang alarm at papikit-pikit pang tiningnan ang screen ng cellphone ko para tingnan ng oras. My eyes widened when I saw the time- it was just seven in the morning.Pabalyang ibinaba ko ang cellphone sa kama bago napatingin sa kisame ng silid ko para isipin kung Sabado nga ba ngayon. Yeah. Wala akong pasok ngayon. So, why the heck did I alarm this early?My mind wandered about yesterday, trying so hard to think why did I need to wake up this early for a Saturday?Kaagad akong napabalikwas nang pagkakabangon nang maalala ko ang dahilan ng alarm na 'yon. My eyes darted back to my cellphone when it started ringing. I bit my bottom lip before I slowly get my phone. Cora is calling. Shit."Cora, Sissy!"A loud grunt was heard from the other line before Cora
Ruins of a Sinner What She Needs
ZACH kissed me slowly but deeply after he made me sit on top of the island counter. He was standing in between my widened legs, wearing nothing but an apron and a boxer shorts. Tanging suot ko lang naman ay t-shirt niya. Tinanghali kaming dalawa ng gising dahil na rin buong magdamag kaming walang sawang nagpakasasa sa katawan ng isa't isa. Today is Monday and we decided to extend our vacation for another day. Mamayang gabi pa namin balak umuwi at naisipang sulitin ang isa pang araw na kaming dalawa lang ang magkasama. Hindi ako tumanggi sa suggestion ni Zach kahit na ba medyo loaded ng activities ang linggo kong 'to. I don't know when will be the next time that we will have the same luxury of time to enjoy such alone moments together. Susulitin ko na. I wrapped my legs around Zach's waist and both of my hands started caressing his strong and defined biceps. Kahit matanda na si Zach, hindi niya napabayaan ang hulma ng katawan. To be honest, no one will think he's thirty-seven. He lo
Ruins of a Sinner Two Distinct Ways to Answer 'I Love You'
I heard him chuckled before a soft caress was felt on my arms. Nanatili ako sa posisyon na 'yon habang nagpatuloy si Zach sa pagluluto. My hands settled on his abdomen and I could feel his hard abs against the fabric of the apron he's wearing."Hmnn... I'm not on the menu, Baby."Unti-unti akong bumalik sa mood at nawala na ang isip ko tungkol sa pamilya ko. Sinakyan ko ang sinabi ni Zach. My right hand playfully slid under the apron and touch his skin. He gasped and because of that he's abs contract. "Your hand is so warm against my skin, Ava."Sinimulan kong halikan ang hubad na likuran ni Zach habang ang kamay ko ay bumababa sa gitna ng boxer shorts niya. His body became rigid when my hand touched his length outside his shorts. "So huge as always, Daddy."Ang isa kong kamay ay humahaplos sa malaki niyang braso habang patuloy ang paghalik ko sa likod niya. His breathing became ragged when my hand made its way inside his boxers. Nang mahanap ng kamay ko ang pagkalalaki niya, kusang n
Ruins of a Sinner Pain
I HAD the best Tuesday morning ever. After spending my weekend and my Monday with Zach, it felt like I was refreshed. Maganda ang naging gising ko at sa totoo lang, hindi na mapigtal ang ngiti ko. I am just so happy that I had that mini-vacation with Zach. That's what I need to relieve myself from stress and doubts about my relationship with Zach. He assured me— good enough to hold on. Tanga. I said that to myself right after Zach left me earlier, in the middle of the dawn, to go back to Joven. He left me again but still I was happy— because we sneaked out. The satisfaction that I had Zach behind Joven's back was greater than the fact that Zach had to come back to her. Right now, it's either my rationale wasn't working anymore or I was simply head-over-heels to Zach that I let him have his way. Oo. May mga tangang babae sa pag-ibig at isa ako ro'n. Zach was like an addiction— cigarette, alcohol or drugs— the more I try to stop it, the more I crave for it. Alam kong mali. Alam
Ruins of a Sinner Regrets are for Sad People
Walang lingon akong umalis ng cafeteria. Mabilis ang bawat hakbang ko habang nakayuko upang walang makakita ng mga luhang kusang tumulo nang makalabas na ako ng cafeteria.I don't know where I am going but I know I have to get away as far as I can. I need a place where no one knows me to see me cry.Totoo talaga 'yung sinasabi nila. Pagkatapos ng saya— matinding sakit at kalungkutan. Wala pa man ang kasal nila Zach, ganito na kaagad ang sakit na nararamdaman ko— paano ko kakayanin na dumalo at saksihan ang mismong kasal?I roughly brushed away the tears from my cheeks as I keep on walking. I was begging my own feet to bring me somewhere no one knows who I am. Somewhere I can cry. Somewhere I can show the real me — a wounded warrior of love.Hindi ko alam kung saan ako patungo hanggang sa bumangga ako sa kung sino. I was about to fall but strong set of hands held my arms to steady my body. I had to immediately cover my face when I heard his voice."Ava?"It was Rupert."A-ano... Nagmam
Ruins of a Sinner Life is about consequences
IT'S VERY hard for me to share my problems and then burden other people about it. Let's just say, I prefer to listen and give advices. I prefer to comfort people from their sorrow; instead of being the weak and emotional one.People around me thought I was always strong. Things in my life were always alright. I was never bothered about anything and my plans were always going according to my biddings.Those were lies. A facade I created to look perfect— to look nice and ideal. Sa ilalim ng magandang maskarang sinusuot ko sa araw-araw ay ang magulong buhay; nakakadiring pagkatao; at basag na emosyonal na estado.Ava Peony Lazarte was hungry for admiration and dominance— that's the real me. I need people to adore me, to see me as an epitome of perfection, to always excel and to be the best among the rest. And yet when I fell in love— I love too hard and deep. Then the next moment I would find myself, submitting and giving my all even if it meant consuming all of me for the person I love.
Ruins of a Sinner The Slave of Romance
Year 2018, April(Three years ago...)"Nick!" Nanginginig ang mga binti ko habang nakataas at nakadikit ang mga tuhod ko sa hubad kong dibdib. "Ohhh!"Dama ko ang pawis sa buo kong katawan at ang katas sa gitna ng mga hita ko dahil sa sarap ng ginagawa ni Nick sa akin.Mahigpit ang hawak ni Nick sa mga binti ko para panatilihin ako sa aking posisyon. Nasa ilalim ko siya habang patuloy na dinidilaan ang butas ng pang-upo ko. Dama ko ang pagbalot ng laway niya sa pumipintig na butas ko habang salitan ang dila at daliri niya sa pagpapaluwag sa ikalawa kong butas.Pagod na ako. Pero matapos angkinin ni Nick ang pagkababae ko— hiniling niya ulit na mapasok ang ikalawa kong butas. Masakit nung una niyang ginawa sa akin 'yon pero nung paulit-ulit na, nagustuhan ko na rin. Nagustuhan ko kasi kita ko kung gaano nag-enjoy at mas nabaliw sa akin si Nick. Sabi niya ayaw ni Ate Agatha gawin iyon kaya sobrang humanga raw siya na pumayag ako."Ohh Nick! Hmnn... Ang sarap!""Ava, tangina. Mahal na ma
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- Ruins of a Sinner Special Chapter 3: Wrath
- Ruins of a Sinner Special Chapter 2: Regrets
