CHAPTER 26

AVA:

This is why I am always sad. This is why I am quiet. This is why I wish to be invisible. This is why I want to die after all this.

It's because I am so far from happiness. I can't seem to reach it, no matter how hard I strive.

I've thought a few about suicide, but I don't want to die just like that without avenging myself. I can't die without making every one of them who hurt me, pay for their sins.

Of course, it would be an abomination not to do just that.

This was why I screamed sometimes. I screamed when I was in my human form and howled when I was in my wolf form.

I howled to lift it all out of my chest. To relieve the pressures on me and the weight on my shoulders.

Just then, someone pushed me to the cold floors of the royal prison and I was forced to hug my knees while burying my face in between my knees...

I was so sad...

I felt lonely, I felt battered, and I felt all the negative emotions that were worse than rejection. Wouldn't it be better to be rejected than to be tr