ANNAWe got home a little late, I was sure that everybody would be having dinner by this time, I felt kind of nervous because Johnny asked if we could break the news to the others tonight and the first thing that came to my mind was Sean. It was kind of awkward but at the same time I was able to get the ridiculous thought out and decided I was going to do things regardless of Sean, it was my life and he had his fiancee' so I deserve to be happy too .We pulled up in the driveway and Johnny opened the door for me to come out. It's always been a habit of his even before we started dating and I was sure that I was going to be happy in the relationship with him because he already treats me like a queen. " Thank you," I said after he shut the door of the car.We looked at the door and I could feel my heartbeat racing. Even though Maya and Johnny were totally cool about us dating I still wondered what they would think and how they'd react. It made me feel a little weird about all that was g
SEANI didn't know why it had a toll on me that she was in a relationship because I shouldn't care and didn't even understand why I did but it somehow hurt that she was moving on and she wasn't even thinking of the past but then again I shouldn't care because whatever happened between us was the past and should stay in the past but yet my heart was getting this kind of weird feeling. I didn't understand why I was feeling that way when I shouldn't, I shouldn't care but yet I did.She was happy living her best life and here I was feeling completely messed up that she was finally with someone when I shouldn't even care at all. I had someone in my life and I should be happy with her because she was all I should be focused on but then again my heart was literally saying something else. I didn't understand what was with all these feelings that I was feeling and why it had to come this minute.I began to reminisce on the past and what might have happened if we were still together and it mad
FREYAI couldn't believe that he expected me to believe that he didn't just have an appetite. The food was so delicious and we all were gisting and having such a great time until Anna came and announced about her relationship with Johnny. I didn't know why but I felt kind of relieved because that means she would be off my back and I had nothing to worry about but the look on Sean's face was saying otherwise and then I felt my heart break into a million pieces.He was literally acting like the news of her dating hurts him when he shouldn't even care at all, he never even liked her on the first place and that was why he did all he could so that she could be out of his life and with the way he just walked out was giving a different vibe and different opinion. I could tell that he was bothered by her being in a relationship but he didn't have to exhibit his expression there because I didn't want Anna to think that he cared.Everyone knew now that he was affected with their relationship an
SEANI was sure that that girl was going crazy with all the accusations she was pointing at me even though it was true but she just had to trust me and I clearly told her that Anna was my friend so as my friend I had to watch out for her not watch her get into things that could actually ruin her and bring her down. I agree that she deserves all the happiness that she could get but did it really have to be with that guy?. She just had to choose him out of all the people around and I couldn't help but feel a little angry.I decided that I wanted to clear my brain and I needed to calm down and be able to think then maybe I wouldn't be in so much distress like I am now and the best place to relieve my stress was the poolside, it was the only place I could actually sit and try to forget all about my problems and responsibilities but then again I still found it hard to understand how I suddenly got so attached to this pool. It's a mystery but I just felt a deep connection even though it's
ANNAI didn't know why I was telling him so much about my children. Even though they were his too, he didn't have to know and obviously does not have anything to do with them because we both moved on with our lives and the last thing he would need right now were some children too bombard his lives, it would probably be like a big burden to him and I couldn't let him feel that way so it was better he never finds out but today was so different and just coming by the pool I couldn't help but relive those times.I was having a lot to deal with in my mind and didn't even know what to do. I didn't want to bother Johnny because even though he was my boyfriend, I didn't want to have to be like a cry baby in front of him and for some reason even though he was nice and totally understanding I just didn't feel any comfortable with him but that didn't have to be big of a deal because we just started our relationship, I'm sure that I'll get the hang of it sooner or later.I wasn't even expecting
ANNAI woke up and then the memories of what happened last night came into my head. I felt so bad because of what happened. It was so bad and then again I should have thought of the fact that I had a fiance but I just had to let impulses run over me and now I was already having feelings for Sean again. It's not like I wasn't feeling anything for him before but I tried to get rid of it and just when I thought I was getting over him he just had to be so nice to me and then my heart couldn't help but just feel it again and then all of those feelings just came rushing back without me knowing it.I decided to take my bath and just shrug off any thought about Sean. I just got into a new relationship and the last thing I would want to do right now is to ruin it, Johnny was actually a good guy and he likes me with all sincerity, I would be such a horrible person if I decided to break his heart when the guy has done nothing but be nice to me along.I went downstairs and saw everyone already at
SEANI couldn't believe that Freya would actually have the guts to say that right at Anna's face regardless of her feelings making me feel so bad and embarrassed. I cursed the day that she moved in here because she had been nothing but trouble since the beginning and just living with get was hell but then again she was my fiancee and throwing her out wouldn't be the right thing to do so it was better to just live with it until all this mystery is solved I hated the fact that Freya just spoke non challantly and I knew that it was just a way to hurt Anna and msjd her feel very bad but then again her super hero boyfriend was ready to save her with a great comeback and that made me very jealous of their relationship. She looked very happy with him and even though I didn't trust him one bit I could tell that he liked her and with the way he treated I felt for a minute that he actually deserved her.She looked very happy and satisfied with him and the way they were acting all cuddly and h
ANNA*RESTAURANT*I wasn't sure what was the whole importance of this so called date but all I knew was that it was getting super annoying. I didn't even like going out that much, I mean it's not like I don't like spending time with Johnny, I do but definitely not with his ex because that super annoying and also I just didn't seem to like seeing the two of the together, it was not only furstrating but irritating with his much they got all cuddly and flirty with each other even though it was mostly Freya,it was all Freya actually.I didn't know what was her true motive but I could tell that she was trying to use it up against me or something. It's not like I should be jealous or something like I shouldn't be jealous and all because it shouldn't be working but it was and it was killing me. I didn't like the way I actually cared about the fact that they were getting all smuggling together because they were couples and it should be none of my business since I'm here with my boyfriend but