I woke up with a splitting head ache that is the cost you will pay for partying hard. I had to go to work with a fucking hang over Damn it. Last night came back to me like a movie. I had done some major fuck ups last night. If I had any hopes of being with my best friend for the rest of our life I better make some amends and do it as soon as possible. But I have work which is too important to miss. I know it doesn't make much difference to them. It matters to me I don't take leaves unnecessarily.Fathima served me my coffee with a frown. I knew she didn't approve me drinking. It might be because of her religious upbringing. I'm also not much of a drinker. I was only trying to be more like Heidi. I realise that now. I'm getting insecure and all these things happened because I can't control my feelings. So instead of solving my problems I tried to keep others from making the mistakes I prayed my husband and sister shouldn't make. I shouldn't judge others with a moral compass because n
I feel so low now. I don't know how I could ever function without Charlie? I know this marriage is going to cost me a lot and it had proven right in that aspect. I wanted to see my father. I need his support. I had done this marriage for him mostly. So that he can come back to life. I wanted to make him happy like Heidi used to do. I don't know when is Heidi coming back? Why had she left us? Did she hate me for marrying Dane? I never dreamt of taking her place in life. That is why I left the company because I didn't want my father to choose. Though Charlie said he will choose my sister. But I didn't believe so. Who can choose between their daughters?When I rang the bell my father opened the door. I was surprised to see him up and walking. I could see Ella no where. She had gone back to her partying ways.He looked at me worriedly. I know he is afraid that I had come home unannounced abruptly without Dane could mean one thing and that is trouble. "What are you doing here? Where is
"Hello Mrs Wellington", said my doctor. She is an African American woman. "Hello doctor", I greeted her back nicely."So how may I help you?", she asked me."I want to get on contraception", I said nervously."Ok. So there are many methods of contraception I would suggest oral or Copper IUD. Both are very popular and extremely safe. So which one do you prefer?", she asked me point blank no nonsense.I don't feel comfortable with a thing inside me. That is why I don't use tampons. I can take tablets."Tablet is fine", I said."OK. I would write you some. Don't worry it is absolutely safe", she ensured me with a wide smile."Thanks", I said. "But the thing with medicine is that you have to take it on time. If you don't then you will get pregnant", she warned me. I don't want to get pregnant. Pregnancy itself means I have to leave Dane. He said I could continue to be his wife even after the baby. But I don't want to be somewhere I'm not wanted. I won't be in his life just for the sake
I'm incredibly happy that my presentation went well and it was approved by the committee. I know I had treated Hana pretty bad. I wasn't as good as I claim to be. But I had to choose between being a good person and doing the right thing so I chose the latter. Maybe my hard hearted billionaire husband is rubbing off me. Who knows? Maybe I like being this wicked person. I don't mind it if I have to be wicked so that I can do good deeds. I said goodbye to my friends. But Charlie's words were ringing in my ears. She said I had changed. Is this an indication I have indeed changed? Was I becoming more ruthless than my husband? I have no answers only a dozen queries.I went straight to home. My friends asked me to go with them to a party somewhere. But I knew Fathima wouldn't approve. It is not just that I wouldn't go to a party even if I'm caught dead. The only person who had successfully dragged me to a party was Charlie. I do miss her especially now. I may have success but no one to celeb
I'm counting hours so that I can meet him. I know it sounds a bit overzealous but you don't get to have hot sex with a billionaire sex God every now and then,who also happens to be my husband. Fate must have thrown some cruel tragedies at me but yet it was so benevolent when it comes to my husband. He is generous enough to buy me best of comforts including subscription from countless streaming platforms. I'm more than indebted to him. He had really saved me from marrying a guy I don't love and also gave me a job without a boring moment. A woman would hardly be happy as me at the moment. It seems I have it all.I was whistling while I walked to my office. Even Janine was pleased with my sunny disposition. I know I was moody and crabby lately because of Charlie but I would like to believe that Dane was given to me because I lost Charlie. I think fate didn't want to give me both afraid that it might go to my head. It already has gone to my head. I now wore my wedding band proudly. Otherw
I have fallen from highest of the high to the lowest of the low. I didn't want to go to his home. I was replaying the video I saw earlier on my mind. I was so exhausted. It looked as though he was so comfortable with her. The way he caught her was repulsing me. It was like I'm being thrown to an ice cold water to wake up from deep sleep. I was dreaming with my eyes open there is no way else I believed a man used to be with Heidi would want me. She was beautiful rightfully curvy unlike me. I was no Zendaya just a mixed race girl. I would never be Hollywood attractive like my sister.Janine saw me and could sense something was wrong but she didn't say anything. My heart was shattering into a million pieces I could hear the sound. When I reached home I refused coffee from Fathima. She frowned and lamented at my lack of care on appetite. I didn't reply I left her talking to herself. I just can't do this right now. I'm so fucked up. Being betrayed my husband and more importantly my siste
I was such a fool. I had slept with him even after knowing that he had been with Heidi. I'm sure they are going to laugh behind my back for my idiocy. I winced when I tried to move. It do hurt a lot unlike shown in movies. I don't ever want to do it again. But it is not a problem for me because I won't be inviting my husband in my room ever again. I heard the bathroom door open and instantly I was on my guard. I know he will try to seduce me again. I should never ever trust him with my heart and body again. He came to stand before me as if to attract my attention. If he thinks I'm not aware of him he is heavily mistaken."I'm sorry if it hurts. Why did you lie that you are not a Virgin?", he asked me tenderly. He must have noticed my blood on his thighs. I didn't tell him. He assumed I was lying about my virginity. All I did was to agree with him. Even if I did tell the truth I'm sure he wouldn't have believed me. He touched my arm and I froze. I can't allow him to touch me. I can't
The week followed our fierce fight was followed by extreme silence. I was afraid he would bang on the door next night. But he had retreated and never came back. I should be relieved that he decided to leave me alone. But instead it made me more agitated. He is not in my bed room meant the was visiting my sister. That was the only thing haunting my mind. I was afraid that it would drive me insane. My husband on the other hand stayed far away from me that can be possible in this big house. Fathima was the silent spectator of our cold war. She disapproved as always.Unlike other times I was sure that every maid who lives in the house might have heard the shouting went on in my room that night. But every one acted as though they are blissfully unaware of the situation. It only broke once or twice because Dane lost his temper over his misplaced keys. He even threatened to fire a maid over bringing him black coffee when he asked for tea. Everyone knew he never drank tea Fathima was the