34 Penance

I woke up with a splitting head ache that is the cost you will pay for partying hard. I had to go to work with a fucking hang over Damn it. Last night came back to me like a movie. I had done some major fuck ups last night. If I had any hopes of being with my best friend for the rest of our life I better make some amends and do it as soon as possible. But I have work which is too important to miss. I know it doesn't make much difference to them. It matters to me I don't take leaves unnecessarily.

Fathima served me my coffee with a frown. I knew she didn't approve me drinking. It might be because of her religious upbringing. I'm also not much of a drinker. I was only trying to be more like Heidi. I realise that now. I'm getting insecure and all these things happened because I can't control my feelings. So instead of solving my problems I tried to keep others from making the mistakes I prayed my husband and sister shouldn't make. I shouldn't judge others with a moral compass because n