"I never thought
anyone Would evermake me smile,Laugh, and captureMy heart as fast asYou have."*************************************He walked up the stairs like he was some kind of angel who has come down from heaven to capture every women's heart in earth. I was so shocked to see him walking towards us in the restaurant my mouth opened and closed like a fish and my jaw was slacked opened. I was so locked and froze upon seeing him; not a single word came out of my mouth; my throat dried like a Sahara desert.
At that time all I was thinking how can a man or boy be so angelic, poised, glassy and composed. I thought I was dreaming a beautiful dream that I never wanted to end or wake up from so I asked my friends to pinch me and they all laughed together seeing my confused state. I kept asking them if I was dreaming but suddenly he touched me and pinched my cheeks then and their I knew he was not a dream but rather it was a reality he was there infront of me smiling and looking at me with his twinkling eyes.
In my confused state of mind I did not know what to say or speak; I was feeling so shy and flushed; my ears and face all heated up under his razor sharp gaze. He was waiting for me to speak but I kept looking down and can you believe! My 2 stupid friends were laughing still I was so so angry at them for not informing me about his coming and was teasing me to say a word but my lips felt like it was stuck and sealed with a glue.
After sometime I recovered from my dazed state and realized this was the surprise they were talking about; this was their surprise for me and I understood what Debbie meant about a date thing.
I was in heaven seeing him again; I just could not explain the euphoria and glee I was feeling and there was no words to my jouissance.
Ronin kept on smiling at me cause he was enjoying my nervous state; he knew I was feeling very shy to talk to him. So he was the one who started the conversation with me.
So Aiyla how are you? It was nice meeting you yesterday you know I never knew Cassie and Debbie had such a cute friend and I was so dumbfounded that I did not know what to say but I controlled my nervousness and said yes! I'm good and it was good to meet you as well I also never knew these stupid girls had such a bonny friend as well everything was silent for a second but what felt like was minutes and we all started laughing together finally Ronin said look who decided to speak! Both Cassie and Debbie was watching the scenario with amused expression on their faces.
Though I finally spoke but from inside Ronin and me we both were feeling shy.
After awhile Ronin said to Cassie and Debbie can we speak separately and all three of them went a little far and spoke in hushed tone I did not understand what was going on or what they were talking about.
Soon they came to sit down and we started chatting again; I was slowly regaining my boldness to speak it was hard at first but I had to speak right somehow right! I wanted ask what Ronin had told them but I also knew it would be awkward to ask such question so I let my curiosity die.
Suddenly both the sisters said okay we had to go now why don't you two stay and have a nice conversation! And I was like thinking what the hell where are these two sly fox going leaving me alone with a handsome demon but still I kept quiet and gave them hug as they were leaving.
Now it was me and angelic demon alone together everything was silent only our heartbeat could be heard again I was in that skittish state but I was glad when Ronin said I told them to leave if u don't mind because I wanted to be alone with you. I felt like I was struck with a thunderbolt and all I was thinking oh my gosh! he wanted to be alone with me but why oh why he wanted to be alone with me it was funny how I was talking in my mind haha.
Ronin asked me is it okay with you being alone together with me but I wanted to know you more and I noticed you were so brittle and timid around them. I said in a squeaky voice yes I'm fine and I somehow wanted to be only us as well; hearing this Ronin was so jovial. Ronin asked me if I wanted some drinks or food and I said coke would be fine so he ordered coke for both of us and some finger chips along with it.
Though it was silent but it was a comfortable silence cause we both were staring eachother and looking into eachothers eyes; so many unsaid words were spoken between us in that moment I guess we both knew what we wanted; we both knew what we had felt the same connection and electrical shots in our first meeting. We both were in glee knowing that we liked eachother; words did not need to be said it was our heart and eye speaking. But silent cannot be kept forever right!
So it was me who broke that silent and asked Ronin what was bothering my mind why did you wanted to meet me again though those devil sister did not told me anything but Debbie said it was a date is it a date? Ronin said yes though it's not our first date but it's a date; I was aghast hearing this and I smiled actually smiled thinking how can my dream possibly come true! Ronin said I liked you the first time I saw you in that balcony you were looking so innocent and beautiful and I just could not think except that I had to meet u again so when we parted I told Sisters to set a meeting for us again tomorrow and here I'm with you today and Im really happy that you did not run away from me and he laughed.
It was my time to confess and I said yes I wanted to see you again too and I could not stop thinking about you and I prayed silently that we would meet again before sleeping and we both spoke at the same time so the feeling is mutual and we both smiled feeling all joyous and so the conversation began smoothly among us knowing about eachother and talking about anything and everything.
We did not even realised how fast the time went by and it was already evening lights were shining in the street and young boys and girls voice could be heard from the street. People started filling the restaurant but we did not wanted to leave but knew we had to depart but before leaving he asked me for a date; my first date I said to him without even realising it and Ronin told he was very lucky to be my first date and second and so on; hearing this I was flushed and thus this was also the first time he hold my hand silently claiming me his.
It was a really happy day for me knowing he was in love with me and I guess he was also contented knowing that I was feeling the same.
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Mature content! ******************** There is nothinginnocentAbout the wayI want you,You fill me withA wildWanton, and Insatiable desire ¶ J.S. ************************************* What a beautiful and bright summer night it was when for the first time I saw the most innocent and cute girl standing in the window and looking into the streets. That's when she saw me and our eyes met she was so mesmerized looking at me that she did not realize I was not alone suddenly when 2 sisters called her down that's when she saw them and she got so nervous and flushed that she hesitated for a moment to come down but eventually she did. The moment she came down I was hit by a wave of feelings that I had nev
" I knew the second I met youThat there was somethingAbout you I needed. Turns outIt wasn't something aboutYou at all. It was just you"******************************* It has been months since we have started dating, I have never been as elated as I was right now. This was the best thing that happened to me since the trauma that I suffered. Never in my life I thought I would fall in love and that with an angel who has turned my life upside down. He came into my life when I had lost all hopes and will to survive. He became my sunshine in the darkest days of my life. Like the above quotes says "I knew the second I met you that there was something about you I needed" this quote resembles me so much. The moment I met you, I knew you would be my shore that would save me from drowning from the deepest and darkest depth of the sea.
"if someone really lovesyou, no matter how many other people they meet, theirfeelings for youWouldn't change. AReal lover can't be Stolen"- The love bits***************************Falling in love was the most enthralling thing happened to me and to the most beautiful, strong, cute, amazing girl. She had a unique character that differentiate her from the other girls I have known. I love the way she was always timorous and timid infront of me.She was shocked when I proposed to her, to be truthful I was so scared that day thinking she would reject me but fortunately she said yes to me and made my day! Never had I been so happiest in my life. I also saw the happiness in her eyes and face when I proposed her and asked her to be my girl
"you were the firstone I lovedYou were the firstlove I lost"*******************************Our love was blooming everyday like a new flowers blooming in summer days.Everyday was a bright and shiny days for us..we were head over heels for each other. The love we had was for eternity and never ending. Both of us were going insane and was so doped...like high in drugs, no not like high on heroin or methalin but high on love drugs.Like his love for me was growing deeper with each day...my love for him was also growing chasmic each day.Our morning would start by saying good morning to eachother on the phone...day by meeting for dates at that with loads of making out...nights by hearing eachother voices and saying sweet nothings.
It's been a year since Ronin disappeared from my life, a lot has happened since then.But still all these months, I was not able to move on from him; he took a part of me with him. I felt more empty now and so much venom was welding inside me, I was becoming more aggressive than before.The days were passing by but I was still hurt from his disappearance. He promised me that he would not leave me alone and will always be with me but he broke that promise. The pain in my heart only tripled and I doubt it will ever heal.Everyday I felt like someone had brutally stabbed me in my heart and ripped it out of me. The days without him was so vacant and worthless. Though I was living my life but without him I was like a rotten corpse.He was my beautiful dream that I neve
Aiyla PoVMy Grand Father'sDeath Was Really Hard To Deal With-Casey Eastham******************************The next day a wake Ceremony was organised by my family members and there were lot's of relatives, friends and neighbors who came to bid my grand dad farewell and to pay him respect.My grand dad being a lively person, he was respected and loved by all. After his elder brother's death he was the head of the family but even his soul departed.The house was in total mayhem....cries could be heard...whaling sound from my cousin's were so loud that it was giving me a headache. People were speaking in muffled voices saying how my grand dad was a great person and it is a big loss to lose a person like him.
"please come back and tell me you regret leaving me,tell me you miss meand that it's been me all along." -all I wish for// R.R. (via sad girl 2017) **************************************Ronin, my love! Not a single day have I not missed you...since the day you left me, the emptiness inside me so hollow and void. You were the light into my darkness...you were the sunshine of my life, spreading the warmth and brightness in my cold broken heart. Oh! How have I missed you all these times....whenever down or upset just hearing your voice would make me happy and joyous. You gave a meaning to my meaningless life....u filled the void inside my defeated beaten heart. You became my reason to live and
Aiyla PoV ¶Year 2000¶ Been 2 years since I lost my grand father and Ronin....*************************************¶ New man enters: Intro.. ¶ People say change is inevitable....the fraction of air was also changing in my life into some unknown direction...which was inevitable. Today after a year I was meeting my friend Pawana... met her while we both were giving our 10th grade exam. We instantly clicked and became a very good friends after that we have been staying in touch through messages cause she lives and studies in the other part of the city. Cafe de-mandu hmmm.. interesting name...so here I'm waiting for her... It's a hot summer day...wearing shorts and t-shirt so it is keeping me cool.